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selamat ari raya

2010-09-19T17:19:00.000+10:00

selamat hari raya semua...
maaf zahir and batin

hehe lama tak update. busy or buat2 busy? raya kat sini best jugak. dapat la melepaskan rindu nak makan lontong kat rumah sorang pakcik ni.dpt mkn pulut kuning gk.

i miss someone, my best friend. sigh...
sejak i sakit 3 tahun dulu, i lost contact with her.
i was sick and need her to be there for me that time..
i guess it was my mistake for being so selfish. i knew she was so busy with her thesis and being a final year student somemore -_-
when i went through a lot of things that time, i guess i have put really hard time on her.
i know she tried to be really patient with me. but she had enough with me.
i dunno how to say sorry, sometimes when i am alone, i will think of her, remember how is it like to have bestfriend that understand me.
if you read this.. i just want to say i am really sorry and i miss you. i don't know until when you want to hate me, but please know that i love you.

"True friends are very difficult to find, hard to leave, and impossible to forget" -unknown-

Homesick :(

2010-07-18T11:35:00.001+10:00

aih...just arrived in Melbourne yesterday. I miss every things back in Malaysia. my home, room , family, and most importantly my siblings..Had an awesome holiday! which may contribute to the reason why I am feeling terribly homesick right now

Starting from tomorrow, I will be entering my clinical years and commute every working days for 1 hour and a half by two trams, trains *have to change at 2 stations, bus and lastly by walking. . I just hope that I will have energy and strong motivation to do so. Imagine everyday waking up at 6 am everyday and reach home during the nite. ..and then have to do revisions plak tu!! Haih..I tried to stay and think positive since yesterday but it seems so hard to do so. :(

ok la. that's all for now.

Stay positive :D

masalah system perubatan malaysia???

2010-05-15T16:01:00.000+10:00

i got this article from here:

http://blog.thestar.com.my/permalink.asp?id=30376

Why we left and why we will continue to leave...

Posted by: MS Mohamad

I read an interesting article today about a few prominent figures addressing their concern over the increasing UKM and UM medical graduates who have left the country to continue their medical practice overseas.
After reading the news for 3 times, I called a very close friend, an MD (UKM) graduate to ask his opinion on how the news might have affected him. He has been working in Singapore for more than a decade as a Consultant Surgeon with a certain sub-specialty
"Why be a slave in your own country, when you are a king in another?" He replied.
Indeed, if anybody would want to find a reason why all of us left, either after housemanship, after being a specialist, or even after sub specializing, and now, even prior to doing housemanship, they need not look at our payslip, or the wealth that we have gained overseas, but only to the Medical System that has been rotting in the ignorance and politic-based stupidity that Malaysia has been well-known for (in the medical field).
I have served the system for nearly 2 decades of my career, waiting for it to improve for so long, and only finding myself in despair, quitting with a 24-hour notice and serving abroad. The system is, in my opinion, keeping doctors, since the beginning of their career as House Officers to the end of it, in the lowermost priority. When I was working there, doctors are so ill-treated, while the nurses and the medical assistants are overpowering us.
I still remember the days when I was doing seeing patients and rounds as an MO, while the staff nurses would mind their own business, having breakfast in the pantry, or having gossip chats at their own leisure. My House Officers would then have to do merely all the labour-work, up to the extent of setting intravenous drips, and serving medications. If I am to expect the nurses, my patients would have been dead, or the work would have been too slowly or incompletely done.
When I was a House Officer, I had to run down 4-5 floors just to review a blood investigation of a dying dengue patient. The ward staff would either be nowhere around, or will say that he is busy (busier than the doctor?) or the answer I got at that time:
"Doktor nak cepat, doktor turun sendirilah, gaji doktor lagi banyak dari saya"
Even when I was a Specialist, the staff nurses had to be called again and again just to make sure the management plan for the patient would be done. I was already used to answers from them:
“I’m busy with something else"
“My shift is already over"
...it was routine for me.
The Medical Assistants were worse. They would hide behind their so-called boss, the Head of Medical Assistant. They feel hiding behind him would make them not under our jurisdiction, that we have no power to instruct them in managing the patient, that they have power to manage own their own. I've seen them giving medications not as we prescribed, performing procedures without our knowledge, as if they are the actual "Doctors". They are in their own world, and we have to do their job, taking blood, labelling samples, and even cleaning gadgets from the procedures that we have done.
Oh, but the ministry loves this group. They even let them run a clinic now, instead of upgrading the clinics already run by doctors. The government feels that the MAs are very important and should never be ill-treated by those big bad doctors. One time when I was a District Hospital Medical Officer, I was conducting a delivery of a baby. An MA insisted that I remove my car which was block-parking his car. I answered through the phone that I was busy.
He came to the labor room and yelled "Semua orang pun sibuk jugak, macamlah doktor seorang yang sibuk!”
It is insulting that an MA or a staff nurse claims that they are BUSY, as busy as a doctor? As a Malaysian Doctor, I have even worked for 72 hours straight. I have experienced working until my 6 month old daughter did not recognize me at the end of the week.
Is that how busy they are? I am very sure that they are so busy, that they can only spend 2 hours at the nearby Mamak stall, or can only leave at 5:10 PM instead of 5, or can only have 1 hour of lunch.
The management staffs are worse. I have to beg and plead so that I can get my on-call claims, of RM25 per 48 hours of work. While sitting in an air-conditioned office, they will at their own leisure, process my call claims so that I will receive them by the next decade.
The state health or Hospital Director would just give another inspirational talk (of bollocks) on team effort and beauty of teamwork.
That is how Malaysian doctors are treated in the government sector: without respect, without dignity and without significance. Why?
It is because we are bound by ethics to try our best to save lives, despite how ill-treated we are. We hardly have time to complaint because we are too busy or tired, and we would rather spend the precious time resting or seeing our loved ones. The burden of trying to save lives is on our shoulders alone. No MAs or Staff nurses would shoulder it with us. They have their own bosses: the Sisters, Matrons, or Head of MAs, which job description is to ensure that the big bad doctors will not ask their underlings to do extra work.
This is how the Malaysian Ministry of Health have treated their doctors. I am very sure that in each and every doctor, there is a slowly-burning patience in serving the Malaysian people, which will eventually fade and cause them to surrender to serving a place that treats them better.
A few colleagues who graduated from UK choose to serve there:
"The pay is more, and we get the respect we deserve"
Another works in Brunei:
“Here the staff nurses respect Malaysian doctors, and they are very co-operative" (He ended up marrying one)
A few are consultants in Singapore (working with me):
"Here we are treated well, we spearhead the management, and every else do their work to the best of their capabilities".
A few even enjoys working in Indonesia:
“The work-load is horrible since there are a lot of patients, but we are well respected by every hospital personnel" (They have migrated there for nearly a decade)
I am sure that people will see doctors as power-hungry individuals who want to be the boss in the hospital. Trust me, after having graduated 6-7 years of medical school, earning a DEGREE, and subsequently MASTERS, and SUBSPECIALITY, you would expect a degree of respect and being considered important. We are trying our best to improve patient's quality of life, or making sure he lives another day. Is it too much to ask from the system that we are important?
I find that Malaysia is the only country that is making doctors' lives miserable and treated like rubbish. It was never about the pay in the first place. It is about the treatment we are getting and the false political-based promises. Do you know that the so-called circular about doctors can have the day off after working 24 hours straight released JULY 2009 is not yet implemented? Do you know that the raise of UD 41 to 44 does not involve every doctor in the government service?
We are waiting for improvement. We have waited a long time when we were working in the system. Somewhere along the line we decided to leave and wait outside the system. Until the system changes, we will continue to work overseas, in countries which are appreciative of us. Trust me, Malaysian-graduate doctors are considered highly skilful and competent in neighbouring countries, and the 15 % brain drain is more significant than you think.
We will return when the system prioritize us and gives us the quality of life we deserve.
If it stays the same, Malaysian Hospitals would end up having Staff nurses and Medical Assistants as "Doctors", and we would have to send patients to Indonesia for an appendicectomy.
Hear our voice. We hardly speak, but will usually fade away from conflict (and fly to another place).

huhu,dpt tag dr kak ida

2010-05-15T11:49:00.000+10:00

1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
Parents,siblings,foods, friends

2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
bubblecup yam milk tea with pearl.sedap..

3. Dimanakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
haha.umah sendiri

4. Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan kamu berkekalan?
tak pasti :D

5. Adakah anda di lamun cinta?
haih..biarlah rahsia..ehehhee

6. Dimanakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
oldtown kopitiam kt qv

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
perh..i dont really read books. tatau napa. tak suka. last skali buku medic, clinical exam

8. Apakah nama kamu?
panggil mini!

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
Ibu. hehe sebab dia jaga dari kecik sampai besar. masa sakit haritu, dia jaga masa operation, walaupun rasa malu sgt, da besar kot (22 thn da). siap dia mandikan, sikat rambut, basuh baju yang kene darah, urut2 kaki ku yang bengkak, sapu losyen, masakkan, cuci luka. haih..tak sanggup nak cita kat sini. sedih kalau ingat

10. Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?
lisa surihani..hehhee....

11. Christina atau Britney?
Christina.

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian anda sendiri?
yes ler. kata nye tak dok orang gaji.

13. Tempat yang paling seronok kamu mahu pegi?
Europe (segala tempat), new zealand.

14. Pelukan atau ciuman?
haha. jawapan ida yang amatlah tetttttttttttttt.... but i go for both

16. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai:
thebigbangtheory, desperate housewives, malaysian foods yang sgt best, bubbletea yam milk tea, designer handbeg (walaupun tak mampu nak membeli lagi, one day one day), blackberry (ohhh nak gak), money (da tatau nak letak apa da), aaaaa apa eh lagi satu, hurm...mamme monster..hehe

17. 8 perkataan yang sering di ucapkan
oh yeke?, oh ok, tatau pulak, ok ok, eh napa jadi camtu, apesal plak, awak,saya...

18. 8 buah buku yang paling terbaru dibaca.
hhehee..journals..lotssss of them... semua pasal hearing function

20. 8 perkara yang saya pelajari tahun lalu
1. Mostly from my supervisor, how to be organized, how to do your work, how to think, how to not trust other people.

2. Family is the one that will stick to u no matter what happen to you. sakit ke apa ker... mostly dorang yang willing to share burdens with you

3. my mom said, jangan expect orang buat something nice utk kita

4. Orang leh misunderstood kita cakap walhal diri sendiri salah dengar, and then backup something yang dia tau salah, tapi back up juga sebab kawan dia.

5. Blaja yang kalau ada duit banyak2 tapi sibuk tangguh nak beli apa yang idamkan, last2 baru sedar duit tu ilang camtu je. duit abis, barang pun tak dapat. cth: kalau ada 100 , rasa nak beli beg 50 ringgit, beli je terus, sebab kalau tangguh2 pun in the end, 100 tu abis beli benda lain macam food ke apa ke, and beg pun tak dapat.

6. Blaja masak. sampai2 aussie dulu langsung tak reti masak. masak nasi pun fail. sekarang pun hampeh gak, tapi still bole makan. dulu siap kene basuh ayam balik, sebab kuah terlampau masin la, or pedas ke, or memang rasa macam makanan kucing

7. gaduh through blogging can get real ugly.hahaha... isu panas

8. if you want something, ask. jangan expect orang akan tau apa yang kita nak

9. belajar give and take.

hehhee...tu je...nak tag ika, zie, kay, nieja, puteri bunian

nervous nervous

2010-05-10T10:24:00.002+10:00

Hi everyone! Hehe.. so as I mentioned before, I had my presentation last week. Initially, another Australian guy offered to swap his turn with me because his turn is supposed to be next week and he wanted to help me by giving me an extra one week to prepare myself. And so I agreed. Until…..

My supervisor came to me, not very pleased if I swap my turn with that guy because I will be presenting my thesis with another lady who is very good in presentation. At first, I thought all the students over here are very good in English except me because they are from English speaking country. Huhu..

After discussing with my dad, I finally decided to do my presentation last week. And I actually have less than one week to prepare *grrr..because the idea of swapping my turn with the guy, I have less time to prepare my slide cause I didn’t know that I will present this week*. So I put my entire slides in one day, practiced it the next day and so on. When I practiced in front of my supervisor for the first time, I got really nervous and my English turned up really sucks and I stumbled few times.

And the second time I rehearsed in front of my supervisor, I managed to cool down myself, and it went really good. Even my supervisor said it was really good.
Yeah, and then on Friday, the presentation day..huhu. I got really nervous; I cant even cool down myself. And my hand was shaking throughout the entire presentation.

I didn’t want the audiences to know that I was nervous as the laser pointer looked like I have tremors or something at the front hehehe. So I hold the laser pointer with two hands instead but it was still shaking.yeah. so I rest my hand on the pastor eh..?? Don’t know what is called, but it was still shaking…damn…

Next, there was question and answer session. Yeah, there was one lady asked me a question the reason why all my mice gained in weight. And I paused for awhile to think, and then started giving my answer *goreng punye jawapan* . soon after I finished answering the question my supervisor rose his hand and corrected my answer *oh gosh.. malu nak mati kot*

My supervisor said that he needs to correct my answer and told the audience that the mice increased in weight because he forced me to feed the animal with condensed milk and bird seeds every two days. And then all the audiences started to laugh … malu gilaaaaa laaa..nampak sangat I hentam je jawapan.

And yeah, to cover that, I said thank you to him..hehe..walhal rasa nak tembak semua orang je time tu...

So overall I think I did what I could but I still think that it was not the best from me. Everyone else said it was really good. My supervisor *ehem said if he is the examiner, he will give me almost full marks.

I am thankful. It is really great experience to do public speaking. Tak biasa buat kat msia. Hehehe…

2010-05-07T11:55:00.001+10:00

3 hours more before my final presentation. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...cuak nye!!. i hope no one will ask me killer question

final presentation

2010-05-01T14:58:00.001+10:00

I have been so busy writing up my thesis for the past couple of weeks, yeah. I have submitted my first draft yesterday *oh gosh*. A full draft, from the front cover to the abstract and to the conclusion of my research. I would never ever make it, if my dad was not there to help me in a lot of things! from the formatting, the cover, the abstract, the table, the figure, the labeling. *cries… he actually stayed up during the night as well to help me. Both of us didn’t have enough sleep during the night for last two weeks, but I believe, my dad worked more than I am. Coz sometimes, I accidentally fell asleep, while he was doing the work for me. haha… *bengang je dia*

Last two week, I have to submit my literature review, and I stayed up the whole night writing (tak tidur langsung), and I asked my dad to help me in terms of citation. Ni kerja last minute punya. He did that for me, that night he didn’t sleep as well. Maybe coz he knew that I sounded very panic……… oh I am so lucky to have him. Even my mom said, he would go to the office early in the morning, and then came back home only when the sun rises (around 7 am). yeah, he stayed at the office for the whole night! He also made the dining table at our house as his working station, with the computer and printer next to him, busy checking my thesis, printing, creating a format for me who has very little knowledge in computer and Microsoft word. Even, my lil sister told me that whenever she called him, he would busy checking my thesis or helping me with my table to answer her call. Oh, thanks dad. You are the best. Hehe.cecece. i don’t know whether he reads my blog or not.

Haha. I got presentation next Friday. I already feel nervous starting from this week. Grrr..takutnyeAgain, tak tido la jawabnye.
Bye bye

busy melampau

2010-04-16T08:18:00.001+10:00

hehe. i want to discuss something kat cni. tapi dont have time to do it now. hehe..

btw. i have submitted my literature review. omg.rasa ringan beban. :') i love this feeling. patotnye makcik da kene submit dari dulu lagi.

to ika, sedih nye tak menang contest awk. kecewa makcik ditumpaskan.

hahahahhahaa...

hidup ini memang banyak dugaan eh?

2010-04-11T18:44:00.003+10:00

sometimes, i do wonder if all these troubles that i am facing right now will eventually worth it or not in the end. people say, everyone will be challenged mentally and physically in his/her life. this is not to make you weaker, but to make you more mature and also stronger

being far from home, being away from my love-ones, fall sick macam2 penyakit while my parents are not here *sob sob (major depression), exams, workloads, study most of time, friends, my youth that i am sacrificing (8 years just to get a bachelor!(6years degree+2years a-level).

of course, i always reflect back to my first intention in choosing this path. niat itu penting. and then i will start to feel better.

i am not perfect, that makes me who i am..

therefore..i always wonder if this really what i want in my life.

fine needle aspiration cervical lymph node

2010-04-09T16:38:00.000+10:00

check out this video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CN5yFGaMDCs&feature=related

i did this two days ago. scary gila kan? not at the thyroid but at my cervical lymph nodes.
phewwww...masa tau kene buat, terduduk kejap. takut seh, tapi alhamdulillah ler. everything went well.

i only feel sting sensation time bius tu jer.

the results will come out soon.

arghhh.. tensionnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn byk kijoooooooooooo

when everything goes wrong.

2010-04-09T04:00:00.003+10:00

haih.. when tonight i want to do my work, stay up till late night, suddenly the internet cannot be connected.. time ni la dia nak problem gak. weird isn't it. everything usually goes wrong when you have something urgent to do. like want to rush to the office on one fine day, but then, the tram delayed or all the trafic lights turn red in every stops.

p/s: luckily i have back up prepaid broadband =_=' if not i'll be screaming my whole lung out.

date line date line.

2010-04-08T13:11:00.001+10:00

I have so many works to do. Like a lot. These days have been so stressful, when I need to catch up my date line, submit my draft, do my data analysis. Maybe tonight I will stay at the office to complete my work. I found it very hard to concentrate doing work in my house, maybe because I usually do my work on the bed. And then fall asleep on it. Although I set my alarm clock almost every night nowadays, unfortunately I keep failing to wake up. Huhu, wish me luck..

I am starting to like actress lisa surihani. I think she’s nice. She has a degree in law, from one uni in UK if I am not mistaken. And we were born in the same year too! Cool, she looks very young and fresh. No wonder my guy’s friends like her very much. In terms of her acting skill, I don’t dare to comment on that as she is quite new in this industry.

This Saturday, my friend from a-level college will come to my house and stay with me. great, she is exactly what I need now. I am very close to her, and basically I always feel comfortable sharing my problem with her, since our college year lagi. However, most of my friends time a level are scattered all over the world. Sedih. At first, most of the girls applied for australia

but we ended up going to different places because some didn’t meet the uni requirement, plus it was very tough competition during that time to get a place in uni over here. I miss them, I feel that a-level years are still the best years of my life. Sob sob.

ost samarinda - asmaradana

2010-04-04T20:53:00.004+10:00

new slot at samarinda tv3 - asmaradana. best gila cite ni. plus i really like shahzeiy sam dari dulu lagi..

one of song from asmaradana samarinda ni keyla - yang terluka . i dunno the full lyric. tapi best gila lagu ni!!

Keyla - yang terluka

Cuba lihatlah disampingmu
Beribu tangan terangkat
Cuba lihatkanlah di kamar hati mu
Beri ia harapan

Walau sedikit yang kau beri
Mungkin bererti untuknya
Bergelut dijalanan tuk menyambung hidup
Menyambung hidup

Dan lihatlah mereka terluka meski tanpa tersenyum
Dan lihatla mereka menangis meski penuh tawa

>> you can download the song from here http://www.4shared.com/file/156579412/87577595/11_Keyla_-_Yang_Terluka.html

prisoner ward

2010-04-04T13:55:00.001+10:00

ada kat opis ni. terpaksa datang, tak nak melagho duk umah. euw takut gila seh.
da la my workstation dulu prisoner ward.
muahahaha..bayang kan a betapa takut nye.

Target diet ku

2010-03-26T13:39:00.002+11:00

Alaaaaaaaaaaaa.malu nak tulis target diet..takut tak jadi. Mesti kene gelak habis-habisan dengan my family..tapi tak pe. Ni just target. Tak semestinye jadi ok? Tapi I will try my best. Ni bukan main2.hehehe…asal ada usaha sudey :P

My target…

Target lost per day = 0.17kg
Target lost per week = 1.19kg

Exercise time daily = morning = 15 min (up the hill)
= evening = 15 min (down hill)
= afternoon = 10 min (firm surface)

Calories allowed/day = 672-677 kcal in
Calories need to be burnt/day = 132 kcal out

Water intake/day = 2L (1 mug = 220 mL)

My current water intake =1.26L

Fruits:

Apple – 44 cal/piece
Banana – 107 cal/piece
Grapes – 50 cal / 100g
Kiwi – 34 cal/piece
Lychee – 3 cal/piece
Mango – 40 cal/piece
Orange – 35cal/piece
Pear- 45cal/piece
Egg – 90cal
Fried egg- 120cal
Milk – 175cal (1 cup)
Skimmed milk- 94cal
Yogurt – 70cal

cerita hangat 18pg

2010-03-25T11:21:00.005+11:00

Dalam berkawan ni kita dapat tengok perangai orang tu macam mana bila da lama berkawan dengan dorang. sebagai seorang yang pemerhati selalu la tengok cara2 dorang, pemakaian, tingkah laku, pertuturan, dan pendapat dorang. And of course kita pun akan ada pendapat tersendiri orang ni macam mana, orang tu macam mana.

Actually, memang lagi ramai kawan lagi bagus sebab kita kan hidup bermasyarakat. Tetapi kadang-kadang perangai kawan tu yang buatkan kita ada tendency untuk rapat dengan orang tertentu jer. Korang agree tak?
Ada yang sopan, ayu, control, penipu, tak de self esteem, garang, baik, pemalu dan macam macam lagi characteristics kan.

Nak cerita kat sini, dulu ada la sorang kawan (we are from the same college for A-level dulu) yang suka merendah diri. Duluuuu *ehem sebab sebelum gadoh :P * . mula-mula masa berkawan rasa gak la dia ni bagus, merendah diri, tak sombong.

Tapi bila dah start kenal lama, baru la tau perangai sebenar dia. Bukan setakat merendah diri, dia memang tak de self esteem langsung. Kadang kadang orang cita kat masalah kat kita, mesti la untuk dapat comfort dari kita kan. Tu la exactly apa i salu buat bila dia cerita masalah dia dengan niat nak tolong dia. Tapi makin lama makin pelik dan tak paham langsung wujud jugak ke orang dalam dunia teruk sekali camtu.
Start dari

‘’saya tak reti’’
then “sapa la saya ni, bukan hensem/cantik’’,
then….‘’saya tak pandai macam orang lain’’
then.. ‘’saya kene repeat exam setiap sem tak macam orang lain’’.
Then..‘’tak de sapa nak kat saya, sapa la saya ni, bukan hensem pun’’
Then…‘’saya tatau la camne saya nak jadi doktor in future nanti, saya tak pandai’
Then…‘’saya tak pandai English, salu kene marah dengan tutor’’
Then…‘’saya ni bodoh, blajar banyak mana pun tak masuk gak’’
Then…‘’saya la orang paling malas kat sini, salu ponteng kelas, budak batch saya tak pernah pun’’
Then …” saya la paling tak pandai kat sini, tatau camne leh dapat masuk uni ni dan fly uk’’
Then.."saya tak pandai manage duit sebab tu asyik tatau je mana duit saya pergi"

the list goes on and on and on

Saya tu lah!!, saya ni lah!!!, macam macam saya lah yang pastinye!!

nasib baik dia kurus, kalau gemok, agak nye mesti dah kata "saya ni gemok la, da la hodoh, gemok plak tu"" hhehehehehe...

To tell the truth, mula-mula ada la tertanya2 and rasa apesal la mamat ni act macam ni and of course I buat macam biasa. After awhile, rasa stress... bayangkan sapa suka berada dengan orang yang sentiasa negatif. Sebab in the same time, mesti kita terabsorb skit aura negatif tu kan?

Lama-lama rasa bengang, wtf, tak de self esteem langsung ke apa. bukan nak buat sesuatu untuk ubah diri, tapi duk menyalah kan diri sendiri je. Yang da tahap rasa nak maki je dia.

ada satu masa ni dia injured toe nail dia, dan tetibe leh cakap camni ‘’sapa la saya, laki yang tak de kuku kat ibu jari kaki’’. Gila tak??????? HAHAHAHAHA.

Kitaorang ni salu main game dalam ym. Pearl hunter, ala-ala minesweeper, tak ramai orang tau main. I reti main coz ayah ajar dulu waktu kecik2.

Dan bila main game dengan dia almost everyday, mula2 i salu kalah a dengan dia, tapi bila da selalu main, i makin improve, improve dan kejar dia. And seperti dijangka kan, after that i won the challenge.*this was not just over one week ok? For months ok I duk kalah je.

And bila I menang, mula a dia kata ‘saya ni bodoh, main game pun tak reti’.. time tu bengang gila la rasa, sebab before that berpuluh2 kali I kalah tak penah lak sekali pun I mentioned I bodoh kea pa ke, yang I tau I salu cakap kat dia one day I akan kejar dia. Time tu I bengang gila. Rasa berapi pun ada.
And then I tak ingat apa jadi time tu, so dia tak on beberapa hari.

Ada satu hari ni dia on, then dia ajak main game lagi *ehem*.. so I agreed. Then I menang, and again I nak bagitau dia satu teknik game yang I baru je blajar dari my brother, dia kata dia da tau. So I tanya macam mana leh tau. Tetibe je dia cakap ‘’apesal ingat saya bodoh sangat ke sampai ingat saya tatau benda ni’’.

Teka I jawab apa?? :P

*selingan* Actually, I dah consult my brother before that. My brother ni ada satu prinsip yang best untuk di follow. Contoh macam sorang ni jenis rendah diri gila, apa yang patut kita buat adalah lagi kita kene hentam dia, bagi lagi dia rendah diri terus. Camtu la. Hehe.. dan contoh; lagi orang tu marah, lagi kita buat dia bengang dan marah. Sebenarnye memang bagus teknik ni, sebab kalau orang yang da sampai tak de otak langsung, rasanya teknik ni agak berkesan a.

So I pun agree je yang dia tanya i adakah i ingat dia bodo tu ke. Apa lagi, terus dia delete me dari ym, HaHAHAhahAHHAahaha. Kita bole tolong orang, tapi kalau dia yang tak nak tolong diri sendiri, apa yang kita leh buat kan? Betul tak nokss??? Abis kalau dia kata ‘’saya ni bodo’’ mula2 bole a kita kata ‘’mana ada bodo, pandai apa, dapat scholarship, blaja situ, amik course ni bla2’’., tapi lama lama da tak larat nak layan.

N i sangat bersetuju dengan adik i...
Tak rugi pun tak kawan dengan dia...
Sebab dia memang sucks. “the world is tough, it’s tougher when you are stupid’

Hehe..sekian..
Kalau dia baca pun lantak, I tak heran. Anyway what is wrong with you dude???

2010-03-24T09:37:00.001+11:00

My progress so far, not bad..hehe. Just now I timed myself, and actually I need at least 15 minutes to walk up the hill. Pagi2 dah la dah mandi, pastu bila berpeluh2 sampai office, rasa macam tak best kan? Tapi lantak, sebenarnye rasa segar lagi ada lah.

Aaa. First day sampai lenguh2 kaki. Balik je terus sakit, lumur minyak panas, then tertido kepenatan. Ye la, dah la lapar, pastu macam lembik je rasa.

Second day i.e semalam pun sama, perh rasa penat gilos, balik2 terus tido, bangun pagi kul 6. risau gak la. Macam mana dengan kerja me, terbengkalai abis.second day, rasa nak snack gak a, tapi dah beli biskut wholemeal, boleh la, walaupun tak sedap, asalkan tak la rasa nak kunyah aja.

Third day- hm.. hehe.. lapar nasi.muahahha.

I also increase my fluid uptake now. bagus.

Gila semangat ni!!

2010-03-22T11:19:00.001+11:00

If u notice, I have placed a new ticker at my top header. Yeah. I failed my 99 days challenge; I ate ice cream with my friend last Saturday and not just that, I also ate donuts. *pandai pandai. I gain lots of weight for the past couple of months. Bayangkan, from 43 kg à 48kg à 50 kgà 52kgà 55kgà 58 kg *ehem and naik naik naik naik naik, latest one rahsia :P Turun nye tidak. I have set 13 weeks from today onwards to diet.

Hehe. and also exercise. I have started walking this morning, berpeluh2 makcik jalan naik bukit gi hospital. macam mandi, phewww…

Tak pe, usaha tangga kejayaan. Start slowly, get my pace, then I will increase my walking speed. Tak yah beli tram ticket. Jimat duit.

My major problem is craving for food. Sangat susah. Sometimes, after I had my lunch, I will snack. Macam makan lunch tu tak cukup kenyang.

Tak pe tak pe. I just want to lose 5 kg in 3months. I give myself ample of time to do it cause I don’t want to have drastic lost of weight.

I have chatted with mrsimran yesterday and she said craving for food is because of high spike of sugar in blood. To overcome that, I should snack with low GI bar, and since I am on tight budget, I can cut the bar into pieces and have bits by bits each time I crave for food. Great idea huh?

Hehehe..

Wish me luck. Ni serious, bukan main2 ni. Hehehe… i will also record my progress here as often as I can. :P even kalau naik pun. *kecewa.

Diet starts now!!!

2010-03-19T12:24:00.000+11:00

Geramnye.geram geram geram

Tips menguruskan badan dari perempuan gemok

2010-03-18T11:30:00.002+11:00

I went to my friend’s house last Friday night to play badminton, till today my hand is sore. Hehe. akibat lama tak exercise.
Owh even sekarang pun kalau jalan dah jadi tak cukup nafas walaupun tak de la jauh sangat.
Omg, I am really not fit. Teruk betul. Dulu I can walk fast, and tak la berpeluh mana. Tapi sekarang da cepat tercungap kalau naik bukit. Memang betul la orang kata gemuk ne buat badan jadi berat untuk berjalan.hehe.

Tapi ada je orang gemok yang fit. So tak de masalah. Anyway semua pun berbalik pada moderation. Maknanye, tak leh la kurus sangat tapi tak sihat. Dan tak bole lah gemok sangat da tak sihat.

Bila gemok ne jumlah kekerapan berpeluh pun lebih kerap la dari bila kurus. Sebenarnye I tau je cara nak kurus. Sebab ada je belajar dalam kelas. Tapi buat nye tidak. Bongek betul.

Meh nak share tips menguruskan badan tanpa memakan pil pengurus badan.cecece…
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1. chew food. Penting gila ne.. lagi kerap chew food lagi bagus

2. don’t take bicarbonate drinks *air gas ke. Tak kisah la, asal bukan yang bergula. Sebab memang orang gula tu kalau excess nanti jadi lemak tersimpan. Kiranya apa2 je la makanan yang bergula seperti donut ke, cek mek molek yang ada air gula kat dalam.muahaha

3. eat less but often. Bahagikan kepada proportion kecik2. kire ada la snack in between. Tapi bukan snack seperti twisties or mr potato chips. Snack tu seperti buah2 an or yogurt

4. kurangkan makan makanan high GI ..hehe GI tu glycemic index. *google sekarang cepat. Kirenye kalau food high GI, lagi cepat gula dari food tu direlease kan dalam badan, kiranya cepat rasa kenyang tapi cepat lapar semula. Sounds familiar to u?? hehe.. sepatotnye makanan low GI. Contoh makanan high GI ne potato, white bread, rice. Contoh makanan low GI macam wholemeal bread, soya (maka makan lah tempe nanti leh muka jadi tengang macam tan sri khir toyo.hehe.)

hurm, yang lain tu paham2 ler sendiri seperti exercise. Sebenarnye kalau rajin bergerak, contoh time duduk kea pa ke, gerak2 kaki. fidgeting!.. Anyway selamat mencuba ye..

p/s: tip kurus dari orang gemok. *pengsan..hehehe.

beware of these 6 harmful whitening creams!

2010-03-16T23:44:00.008+11:00

KUALA LUMPUR: Six whitening products made by four companies are found to contain scheduled poison -- Tretinoin and Hydroquinone -- which can be harmful to health.
Health Ministry Pharmacy Services senior director Eisah A. Rahman said the six cosmetic products were Temulawak Whitening Pearl Cream Papaya, Ratna Sari Whitening Night Cream, Atika Beauty Renewel Night Cream, Chantique Whitening Night Cream, NV Toner Treatment No 1 and NV Toner Treatment No 2.

She said the use of Tretinoin and Hydroquinone were not allowed in cosmetic products because of their side effects if used without a doctor's advice.

"Tretinoin can cause redness on the skin, discomfort, peelings and make it hypersensitive to sun light, while hydroquinone will also cause the same effects, except discolouration of the skin and will also make the skin hypersensitive.

"The effect of using hydroquinone can prevent the pigmentation process and the process reduces protection of the skin to ultraviolet rays and excessive sunlight which can cause skin cancer," she said in a statement yesterday.

As such, she advised the public to stop using the products and wanted traders to stop selling them with immediate effect.

She said the traders of the products could be fined up to RM25,000 or three years' jail or both if convicted for violating the Control of Drugs and Cosmetics Regulations 1984.

The affected products are produced by Re-X Products Co Ltd Thailand, SKY Resources Sdn Bhd, Chemi Lab Cosmetic Industries and Maxbeuty Industries Sdn Bhd. -- Bernama

got this from newstraitstimes. beware for these 6 withening cream products. jangan obsess sangat nak jadi putih kan muka sampai bole dapat cancer.

gaji doktor2 akan di naikkan

2010-03-16T10:02:00.006+11:00

Yeah, I found my mice dead yesterday evening. Asyik mati je.. apa masalah tikus2 ne. tak de survivor skill langsung. I am in deep trouble now!!! nak kaji apa kalau macam ne.

anyway, this is from newspaper THE STAR last week

Promotions for 9,698 doctors, dentists and pharmacists

KUALA LUMPUR: Nearly 10,000 health officers, including specialist doctors, dentists and pharmacists, have been promoted and will be getting anything between RM900 and RM1,800 more depending on the grade they have been moved to.
A total of 2,554 doctors who were previously under Grade UD44 have been promoted to higher grades ranging from UD48 to UD54 last Tuesday - the day Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak announced the comprehensive career advancement plan for the three services under the Health Ministry.
Chief Secretary to the Government Tan Sri Mohd Sidek Hassan said from a total of 9,698 health officers promoted, 8,521 were clinical/administrative medical officers, 650 were dentists and 527 were pharmacists.
“For a start, 2,554 doctors who were on grade UD44 have been promoted to higher grades ranging from UD48 to UD54 effective Tuesday,” he said in a Bernama report yesterday.
“The promotion of medical officers and all eligible dental and pharmaceutical officers will be implemented in stages based on this career advancement plan,” he said.
He said the medical officers concerned could check the plan via the ministry’s website at www.moh.gov.my.
He said the Government’s decision was in recognition of the contributions of the medical officers in raising the country’s health service level, and to motivate them to continue providing quality service as well as to maintain their interest to serve longer in the public sector.
Health officers under grade UD44 will now receive RM3,358.68, up from RM3,028.90, while those promoted from UD44 to UD48 will now get RM4,871.25 from their old scale of RM4,431.54, while those under grade UD52 will get RM5,465.42 from RM4,492.31.
Those under the highest grade, UD54, will get RM5,722.85 from RM5,258.09.
Meanwhile, SHAUN HO reports, Cuepacs president Omar Osman as saying that the pay review was timely and hoped that similar wage reviews could be applied to other civil servants with particular skills.
“Professors and lecturers should also receive new wages. This would be in line in the Prime Minister’s call for citizens to be innovative and creative,” he added.

Alhamdulillah ler.arap2 naik lagi.cewah..buat diri sendiri macam da kerja la plak.tak pa. yang penting naik. Although tak banyak. Bukan apa, untuk quality kerja dorang jugak.
Sebab tanggung jawab berat *cece.. kerja lain pun tanggung jawab berat gak. Rasanya berbaloi kalau naikkan gaji mereka2 ne sebab ye la, dorang involve with human’s life.

Sebab selalunye doctor2 ne ada jugak buat part time kat klinik2 swasta. Ne buatkan dorang lagi tak cukup tido, not enough rest semua. Bahaya la jugak kalau ter ‘miss’ apa2 symptoms described by the patients. Kang salah diagnose.

Anyway lagi satu, I really hope in future doctor2 kat Malaysia tak judgmental kat patient yang accident motor. Especially lelaki muda. Ye la, asal laki muda je accident motor selalu di cop mat rempit.

I do heard stories from my friend yang doctor main jahit ganas gila luka2 bila dia accident motor sebab doctor ingat dia berlumba, sebab tu accident motor. Sepatotnye dorang ne terima the same care as other patient. sama la jugak dengan the care should be received by patient who intend to commit suicide.

meroyan

2010-03-15T16:14:00.003+11:00

Banyak nye kerja… *pengsan
Ne la akibat ada habit procrastination. Balasan.
Tak pe2 yang penting masih ada harapan. Siap kan thesis then kalau lulus dapat da satu degree dalam gengaman. I am glad to have someone that help to push me, give me hope, comfort me when I am nervous especially when there so much works to be done. the person kind of accompany me doing my work.rasa semangat sikit Oh I am thankful.
Thanks!

musim mengawan kah sekarang?

2010-03-12T10:26:00.001+11:00

Haluuuuuuuuuu.. hari ni nak gi main badminton setelah bertahun tahun lama nya tak main badminton dan exercise * lagipun basikal hilang kan sob sob ..cece. alasan gila tak exercise walaupun diri sendiri telah mengemok dengan berjayanya setelah sihat dari operation.

Sebenarnye mula2 reluctant gak a naik main, ye la, last sekali pegang raket masa sekolah rendah kot. Lama gila tuu.. then bila gemok tau2 je la, mesti malas la nak kejar shuttle cock sebab pergerakan menjadi lebih slow atau pun sebenarnye malas nak kutip shuttle.

Lagi2 la bila kawan dia ada raket badminton, kompem a tu hebat lagi gempak.

Tapi dia kata tak pe, kita main suka2..hahaha.. takut dia kecewa je skali tengok saya main macam gaya bapok.

I am going to play at monash uni which is 40 mins from the city if I take the train. Bapak la jauh. Masalahnye 40 mins tu tak de la lama sangat banding dengan waiting time bila da lewat malam, kene naik bas, train and tram.... Probably I will be going back home late tonight and supposedly today is my turn to cook, huehue.. pikir2 alasan apa mau bagi.

my friend sebenarnye requested that both of us play on Sunday but I insisted to play today because I got so many works to do. da la on Saturday nak keluar gi jalan jalan kat Frankston (hepi hepi) and membeli ayam di pagi hari itu.

Semalam baca berita tentang status perempuan yang berkahwin da berkurang sekarang and government tengah encourage kahwin and ada anak awal.. speaking of which, make me remember about my younger brother. Status kat facebook da tulis married tu ..

Hehehe

and my adik pun sekarang ada ura ura nak kahwin awal bila buat post kat facebook.

Ah tak leh jadik ne, dah langkah bendul me..

Sebenarnye tak de la nak paw dia sangat, tapi alang2 tu kene ambil kesempatan sebab langkah dua orang kakaks kena a bayar double la jawabnye. Hehehe.

Sib baik a me study ag, and ibu pun tak encourage untuk get hitch sekarang.so the pressure is lesser now :D:D:D:D::D

WERIBEE ZOO & WILLIAMSTOWN

2010-03-10T20:04:00.009+11:00

WERIBEE ZOO

hehe..mula mula sampai tak sah kalau tak bergambar kat entrance

group pic...cantik2 cewek ne...

aaaa...again.. coz tadi yang pink pink tu yg photographer

reban ayam yang cute

atap genting atap rumbia..hehe..pic yang berat sebelah satu side je

tengah tangkap pic...hehe..then tetiba ayam masuk..memang tak sayang diri betul.nak kene sembelih..tapi pic tu kat kawan

tired skit...aaaaa..pic animal tak yah la :P tak best

after spending almost the whole day there we proceed to williamstown beach...tourist guide kata dah pergi 5 kali

tp sesat akhirnye.....

family picture sopan 1

gaya bebas 1

hehe..gambo haiwan tak yah la.tak gempak pun...

looking foward to go out with them again :D

basikal tua

2010-03-07T11:34:00.012+11:00

ayah beli kan saya basikal merah berserta bakul time saya 1st year..

as a present for me continuing my study here

i used it to cycle to class..

then i fell sick...

no longer have the strength to cycle...

so i stopped cycling.....

some of my friends even suggest me to sell the bike

but i refused... because it was a present from my dad.

and then i continue to cycle again....

i cycled to uni with my friends.. it was fun + tiring not to forget..
i got short of breath each time i cycled.

but the fact, we can go class together, is something i am looking forward into.

sadly,

my current housemastes do not allow me to put my love in the house.. so i place it outside instead.....

and it got stolen yesterday..

pencuri, kenapa engkau tergamak curi satu2 nya harta aku di bumi ini

engkau curi dengan lock2 sekali. pandai ye.

tinggal kan aku dengan bakul and helmet... yang da tatau nak buat apa dengan benda ne

i made police report yesterday.

ayah cakap, tak pa, nanti dia ganti basikal baru :')

i said to him: ''''tak nak basikal, nak kete'''..

hehe. he laughed. he knew i was joking.

alice in wonderland

2010-03-05T14:12:00.002+11:00

Huahua, I just bought alice in wonderland ticket for tomorrow. Fantastic!! Can’t wait to see it, in 3D hehe..

I know I kinda stated in last entry that I am going to post pictures for weribee zoo. I am waiting for my friend to hand it to me.

Anyway, the zoo was great. Hehe. my friend’s friends really cool. Although I am the only one not from the same batch but they just mingle around with me as if they have known me for long time. hehe. and when we took family pictures, they included me as well, sweet. Not to forget, they made jokes etc. oh it was really fun.. when they speak in malay + Indonesian language, I can’t really help but to laugh. Funny sangat2..ehehehe

One boy asked my friend to capture his picture. My friend jenis selamber gila2. she took the camera and snapped. Hehe. suddenly, the guy shouted loudly ‘hey kepala tak de’

You should look at the guy’s expression.

Hehe my friend tangkap picture dia tp tak include muka. I said nampak tak ikhlas.hahahaha.. nak gelak guling2 kat sana.

Ye la, kalau xnampak kaki tak pe la, ne muka yang dipotong.hehe

Happy happy happy, but this will not last for long cause my friend is only going to be here for another 3 more months. She arrived here last year, and saw me in one gathering, but she thought I have forgotten about her. So dia tak tegur pun.sob sob. And during that time, I was busy chatting with my coursemates. Hehe so I ended up not realizing she was there.

Rugi betul. Ada kawan untuk jalan2 memang syiok. Ye la, since I got another 2 years and a half over here, while they only have 3 months, so berbeza. They are trying to experience Melbourne, jalan sana sini la sebab short of time. while me? banyak gila lagi tempat tak gi.

Anyway, I have lots of stuffs to do. And short of time.

Yesterday, when I walked towards hospital, I saw one lady tried to cross the street when the traffic lights was still red. I wanted to stop her, but I was amazed by how quickly she walked. So she ended up being honked by the car passing by. Terkojuit makcik tu.Adeiii.. sometimes in critical situation im just blur. Not good huh?

That time I was thinking what should I shout, call her? Miss? Hello? Excuse me? duh.. I didn’t act fast enough but thank god she was ok, not injured.

Ok, next entry I am going to post the picture here.

6 jars system. mari menabung

2010-03-01T15:02:00.008+11:00

I read about 6 jars system entry from mrs imran blog. Hehe. remember I do have resolution to save at least 100 aud/ month for this year?

I am very impressed with this system and I am thinking of implementing it. Actually, I do manage to save some money since last month, not a lot, but still there is some effort from me.

The prob is of course, I don’t have coin box a.k.a piggy bank a.k.a tabung..hahha. I dont want to put my money inside the pig-designerish tabung. I know in Malaysia they sell it everywhere. Cantik plak tu.siap lutsinar2.Awww..why aaaaa…. I really want tabung now. Hehe. alasan je lebih.

Hehe. over here I ve seen piggy coin tin before, but there is no way u can open it unless u want to break the tin. So it is not advisable la in implementing the method that I want to use

I am NOT GOING to use eftpos starting from this month. (Also known as debit card in Malaysia where u just swipe your bank card)

So basically each jar has its own function.

From http://www.mrmrsimran.com/

The six jars are to be labeled as:
• Financial freedom account (FFA): This jar if for your financial freedom. Each month put 10% of your income in this jar. Money you put in this jar can be used to invest, start a business, create a passive income streams, residual income streams

• Put 55% of your income in this jar for your necessities. It’s for things like paying bills, food, necessary clothing etc.

• Long term saving for spending (LTSS): Put 10% in this jar. You may have more than one LTSS jar. It’s for things like a plasma TV, your family vacation, contingency fund, your children’s education etc. If you have more than one LTSS, divide the 10% between the jars according to your priority.

• Education (EDU): 10% that goes in this jar if for your own education . It could be used to attend seminars, buy books etc. Basically, it’s for your continual education and learning.

• Allocate 10% of your income for you to have fun guilt-free. Use it to go to a fancy restaurant you’ve been eyeing, or a massage at a spa. Just do something fun. Let your inner child play.
• Giving (GIV): Allocate 5% of your income to give to charity. If you want to allocate 10% for giving, take 5% off your NEC jar.

So my first ‘jar’ is to save 10% of my allowance /month = $120 (for emergency and for flight ticket to Malaysia – I will not touch this money at all

Second ‘jar’ – $150 for utilities (electiricity, gas, water)
Third ‘jar’ - $40 for chicken
Fourth ‘jar’ - $120 for food, fruits, juice
My fifth ‘jar’ - $130 for train ticket to go to the hospital – if I manage to use only half of this by starting to walk or cycle by next month, I will have more ‘my money’ for entertainment and will not feel guilty about it.

Last but not least my sixth jar –for hp’s bill, house phone, internet

Haha. Hopefully it works.
Im going to buy my jar now..hahahahaha
How come nak beli jar kene kuarkan duit. Duit jar ne from which money allocation eh?

Hoho.. untuk save kan duit, kita kene kuarkan duit dulu.
Life.. life..

p/s: i adore mrs imran tabung. so cutieeeee . comel gila. food :D

im early

2010-02-27T08:21:00.000+11:00

hehe.i'm at melbourne central right now using their wireless internet..im going to waribee zoo this morning.. My friend sent me sms yesterday saying that the meeting time is 8.30am.. N guess what,im 40min early.. =_=' i dunno what is wrong with me..hehee.i thought i'm supposed to meet them at 8am.n being a punctual person,i arrive early 10min.haha.so much 4 being punctal..n careless for not double checking my friend's sms.. Nevermind, i'll post up the pictures later

kawan ku semua dah kahwin

2010-02-16T22:53:00.004+11:00

i am starting to realised that i am entering a new phase.
where all my friends, one by one starting to get married, or engaged.
my facebook status updates are now filled with wedding photos, engagement events, invitations to wedding bla3..
i also have friends who have children already. T___T

just now, when my friend approve me in facebook, i wish in silence that 'please, i hope she is still single'.. turn out she's married already

ohhh god, i am old ...

i am happy for everyone. i dont feel jealous or pressured at all. but dont want to lose few good old friends.

na - o - mei

2010-02-09T19:24:00.008+11:00

OST song from na o mei tv3
bila dengar banyak2 kali rasa best pulak..

got this song n lyric from http://princess4r4.blogspot.com/ (she kindly give me permission to post this song & lyric, tq very much :)

MAHKOTA BAND - TERAKHIR

untuk terakhir kali
ku ingin bertemu
memelukmu
menjagamu
meski aku tak akan pernah
bisa lagi melihatmu
cinta ini takkan hilang
sampai mati kan ku simpan

kerna hati ini tak mungkin bersatu
menjalani cinta ini

meski aku
takkan pernah
bisa lagi melihat mu
cinta ini
takkan hilang
sampai mati kan ku simpan

meski aku takkan pernah bisa lagi
melihat mu
cinta ini
takkan hilang
sampai mati kan ku simpan

meski aku takkan pernah bisa lagi
melihatmu
cinta ini
takkan hilang sampai mati kan ku simpan

p/s: this is the link if you want to download the song http://www.4shared.com/file/59149636/9957969/Mahkota_-_Terakhir-X.html?s=1

i found the winner!!

2010-02-09T01:41:00.008+11:00

hehe.. sorry guys
korang teka salah..hehe..
the winner is SHAZWANI....3 people live in my house :D
hehe..
hebat2...
actually... memang kitaorang nye toiletries banyak gila. shampoo je 3 jenis sorang
tak masuk conditioner lagi.
shower foam pun berjenis2 -___-
tak abis satu, beli yang baru..haha.. maybe sebab nak tukar scent

when my bro tumpang rumah i pun, dia kata kalau nak tau ne rumah girls or boys tengok toilet, toiletries banyak gila.. walhal 3 org je
kalau boys sure rembat je shower foam kawan. ubat gigi 1, share 10 orang
hehe..

girls can be fussy sometimes. actually kalau korang perasan ada 3 je mouth wash .. yang di red circle tu. mouth wash jarang beli yang baru unless yang lama abis kan? hehe

ok .. shazwani, i need your email address
nanti i wat contest ag k...this is fun

tq for participating

contest..jom masukkk..teka teka

2010-02-06T20:57:00.007+11:00

Kalau i buat contest korang join tak?? :P join la join la..

everyone is welcome to enter

tapi pressie adalah souvenir dari aussie..sekadar yang termampu je ..hehe..

what u have to do is to guess how many people living in this house based on this picture.

these are all our toiletries.. so if you want to participate. calculate the number of person (including me)

eg: if you guess 10 people living in this house ..that would be 9friends + 1 (me!! :P)

got it??

closing date?
let's make it 3rd march

hm.. the first person to answer correctly will be the winner

if you dont have google account, you can leave anonymous comment but do leave your email address k, easier for me to contact you later

wait, let me make it clear. Adik, Amir, kakak, you are not welcome to enter..haha

p/s: pass around if you want, i would appreciate it so much ..

hehe..

all the toiletries are ours. all the bottles are not empty. meaning? i am not try deceit you guys by putting extra toiletries

cerita lawak zaman muda2~

2010-02-05T01:01:00.003+11:00

ade satu time tu..back when i was at school,kat situ tak boleh bawak hanset..tapi senang cite,bwak jugak la..so titibe ade spotcheck...and handset i pon kena la rampas...then mak cakap nanti die bagi kat kawan die hanset..kawan die nanti tinggalkan kat pondok jaga..risau gak kantoi sebenarnye..tapi sebab memang nak sangat hanset..so terpakse la buat macam tu...

esok kan nye, lepas balik sekolah.. ade bdak datang kat bilik..kata HEP nak jumpe...fuh, punyer la bedebar..so i go and see the HEP...bila masuk bilik die...mula2 die tanya mak ngan ayah kerja ae and so on..last2 die tanye..birthday awak bile...so i said bulan depan..so the hep punyer mue jd pelik..n die caka,kenapa mak awk wish awal sangat..siyes blur ape la mamat ni merapu..skali tgk atas meja die..ade satu kotak hadiah...kate happy birthday..hahaha...so nak cover jawap la...erm, mungkin die sibuk kut..bagi la awal2.. ye la, skrg nak ontact die pon susah..nset pon tak de..hehe...

so last2...hep tu bagi la kotak tu...siap sebelum kuar bilik die..die sempat wish happy birthday lagi ~...huhu..bangga seyh hep wish happy birthday..

kisah tragis ..kisah lama

2010-02-04T21:10:00.001+11:00

Ok today I want to story about something. Hehe, got this idea from my previous entry

I always reluctant to tell any doctor that I 'know a little bit about medic' because the moment they know it, they will tend to under-explain (if there is such word) on what has been happening to me. or use all the complicated medical terms.

This happened to me 3 years ago.. lets name it as Hospital A.

During that time, my colorectal surgeon was replaced by another surgeon because she broke her leg. That replaced-surgeon answered my question using complicated medical terms sadly to say, I have never heard or encountered before.

This is because the subject is supposed to be taught in 4^th semester and I was in first year during that time.

He got angry after that? And rudely asked me what semester I was. Wtf???

Did he forget or what that I am not a surgeon and shitto,, I am his patient now, not his student. damn it la…

After that incident, I never want to introduce myself as medical student anymore.

Sometimes, I sense mistrust when they know you are medical student. They give you weird looks as if you are making it all up. Especially when you describe all the symptoms you have.

As technology developed, of course the clinics nowadays are equipped with computerized medical record and no longer using file. So once you tell the doctors that you are a medical student, they will write it down in the record for next doctor to refer to.

Hospital B

2years (2^nd year in Aussie) ago I suffered from intense pain at my pelvic so I rushed to emergency department of hospital B. I do have lots of health complications when I am in oversea. Sad to say L ..

I have never been to hospital B before.

First, a nurse came to me and wanted to do blood test. While withdrawing my blood out, she asked me, what do I do. Of course I said I am a student. Bear in mind, I am answering all her questions while I am in intense pain and meraung2.

Then she asked me what am I studying, I got really fed up and said I am a science student. She continued to ask me questions and questions such as what job in future bla3… . At that point, I don’t know the answer..

Lastly, I have to confess I am a medical student.

Later, I was put under observation and management of this young lady doctor. And she asked me too, what do I do? And I said I am doing science again…

Muahahahaha…

Then she kept asking me questions and questions until one point where I have to confess I am a medical student.

and lagi hell bila tau, she was my doctor in ICU when I was in first year in Hospital A.. kantoiiiiiiiiiiiiii gilaaa..

she said she recognized me and that is why she kept asking me questions. Although it has been 1 year already!!. hahahaha

I thought I am safe la. Ni bukan hospital yang I masuk masa first year. Hospital lain tau. Huhu..

Apparently, she just got transferred to hospital B.

Another reason why I don’t remember her is because my condition sangat critical masa first year tu. I only knew that I was in ICU for 3days after I woke up.

Tu la kisah tragis ku…hehehe..

Kantoi ..huahua..

Tulip Farm

2010-02-03T21:43:00.003+11:00

peminta sedekah ~~~

2010-02-01T17:15:00.004+11:00

tengah sunburnt ne...
yesterday i went for kayaking..hehe ..best gila!!
memang penat. but all the pics are with my friend. tatau la bila boleh dapat. nati kalau dapat, i will share them here. most probably tak dapat pun

best sangat... nak gi lagi..

yeah.. tadi masa gi beli barang, ada sorang pakcik homeless tegor saya.
hehe.. pakai dah smart. tapi mintak duit..
camne saya tau dia homeless? sebab dia bawak beg banyak2 yang ada macam2 barang n minta duit

teringat kisah kat malaysia.
i enjoy accompanying my mom to the market, dari kecik lagi.. sebab lepas tu dapat kuew tiau basah and air kelapa laut :P

i do notice something.. peminta sedekah kat pasar kan selalunye orang yg sama.
contoh gi pasar tani hari ahad kat stadium
esoknye gi pasar malam kat balok, dia ada lagi..
gi pasar malam kat taman gelora minggu depan, ada gak

i wonder who manage them?
mesti ada conspiracy mana2 :P

hehe.. last september, i went to the market with my mom as usual. salu nye i prefer to 'give' pada yang cacat. tak kire cacat apa, macam buta ke, tempang ke dari yang sihat walafiat dan muda

biasanye dorang ada kain, mangkuk ke apa ke untuk letak duit kan.
so i went close to one old lady. dia tempang kaki sebelah..
tengah nak letak duit dalam bowl dia, baru perasan tangan kanan dia tengah pegang rokok..
sebab dia kalut nak dekat kan bowl to me, dia nye kotak dunhill jatuh dari poket, looks new plak tu
ohhhh..
makcik ne isap rokok rupanya!!
dah la rokok dunhill!!!. mewah gila

grrr...geram je dengan diaorang ne.
at least guna la duit tu untuk benda yang lebih berfaedah kan.
tu la.tatau di untung..amboi amboi

why do i tell you guys this story?
sebab pakcik yang homeless tadi sambil minta duit, sambil hisap rokok.
rasa nak lempang. i dont think they deserve any help at all.

ok, hehehe...maybe they do..
tapi at least, try spend the money wisely
im sure people that donate the money would like them to spend it for something useful. for food, shelter at least.
not for cigarettes

2010-01-29T10:05:00.002+11:00

huhu nak wat ne...
tapi gayat,camne tu

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ccYMjoEcWPM&feature=related

pics..pics...part2

2010-01-28T20:14:00.007+11:00

picssss...picss...

victoria market. pasar kat aussie lain sangat dari msia.. pasar dia kering, xbasah :P

Queen Victoria Market..huhu ne la market nye. tempat beli souvenier gak

performance in front of victoria market..

hikhik..pilih2

atm bank2 di aussie :D

stop watch at melbourne central

State Library.. masa winter aritu, duk main ps2, xbox, wii sport kat sini..best best

colours ..accomodation :D yang mahal

lincoln park? i forgot the name.

pics..pics...

2010-01-27T19:11:00.006+11:00

om tengok pic around melbourne. got this from my fren.. hehe.. b4 that nak bgtau, kitaorang tak de photography skill apa2 k..

enjoy.. :D

train station

melbourne central from outside.(macam kl central gak la). + trams ..atas jalan raya tu

university square during winter .. pokok hibernate :P

elizabeth street.. melbourne, a place to shop till you drop :D

crown casino..tempat suicide untuk orang yang kalah judi ..hehe

parliament station..

hikhik.notice the giraffe?

Parliament Victoria

tak ingat kat mana :D MCC?

cycling around melbourne. healthy habit tho.

a park just in front of uni

cute tram..bumblebee...

bee :P

inside tram.. nice...

which path do you want to choose :D

ok..nati upload lagi

3D memang superb

2010-01-27T11:51:00.000+11:00

Hello all..sihat tak??

Hehe..lama nye tak update.agak kebusyan disitu..kejar dateline thesis

Anyway pasal lump tu, I got infection, resulted in my cervical lymph node inflamed.

Not sure what infection. Tapi dari atas kepala, can be from scalp, hair, face, neck, ear. I suspect my ear la. Hehe..because the other day I got pimple inside my ear that bleed. Must be that one..

Hehe, on the other hand, I watched avatar last Monday!! Best gila.. first time tengok 3d. best best.. memang best tengok 3d. rasa dia tak sama macam biasa.

Cita tu so-so la.. can predict the ending from beginning. But I got excited because there are lots of effects being used in this movie. Yeah. From director of titanic movie. So tau2 je la effect dalam movie titanic time kapal pecah tu, but in this movie, pokok besar yang tumbang.

Ohhh..now I am very tempted to watch alice in the wonderland in 3d too.

Hepi hepi hepi J

Hope u guys are happy too..

Am i going to die??

2010-01-21T13:06:00.005+11:00

My comment box starting to get spam.. I am thinking of using comments moderation or word verification. Hm..cant decide which one.. hehe.. kecoh je.not that I have lots of comments, so why worry. *sadis mode on* ..hehehe..who ever read my blog (p/s: ada ke orang baca?), leave me a comment ya? We can say hello, hello to each other :D *wave hands

Ok ok, now nak cerita tentang kisah minggu ini..

I have neck pain for almost three weeks. At first I ignore the pain because I thought I strained my neck sebab tido buas ke apa. Da besar pun tido buas, haha

But the pain has been there for three weeks ++, it bothers me a lot, you know why?? cause it feels a little bit painful to eat (terseksa, penting tu nak mkn, hehe)and even to swallow my saliva. When I sleep, I have to lie on the side with no pain.

So I went to consult the doctor 3 days ago and the doctor said there is a lump at my neck. just above my collar bone ( ala..tulang kat collar baju, tulang yang paling timbul utk org kurus2 sahaja, tulang rusuk number 1 ..terpaksa explain kot2 korang tatau ke :P

my brother cakap halkum. hahaha... ngek skit dia tu

.. When I heard the news, I was like, huh biar betul doctor ne.. plus he looks very young.. haha. Cant believe I am judging him based on the looks.. pasni abis la patient2 judge me cause I look young plak.

I am unable to detect the lump maybe because it is not that big. He palpated my neck just for few minutes and said there is a lump.

This increases my suspicion with the doctor’s ability. He requested for me to do ultrasound and blood test. I did the blood test on the same day. Unlucky me, the person that draw my blood out is not that competent.

Blood spurt all over my jeans, towel and chair. what a bad day isn’t?

Even until now I have bruises at my arm.

ULTRASOUND

2 days ago I went to radiology clinic to do my ultrasound. Mind you, radiologist is a specialist doctor. While he scanned my neck, he chatted with me about my studies and etc. and I guided him to the sites that are painful.

Roughly 20 minutes after that, he said he’s done. I was like..huh..wtf.. why don’t he explained to me at all? korang penah dapat doctor macam ne? yang cek2 kita then cakap bole balik sekarang tanpa explain apa2? I have done ultrasound before, and my gynaecologist explained to me AT LEAST about the structure (anatomy) or whatever she scanned during that time.

I asked him what’s the result of the ultrasound, and he said there is a lump at my neck. He asked me to lie down again and showed me the lump. It is well circumscribed and consists of solid and water?

Shit la, now I am worried like hell. To wait 3 days for my ultrasound report to comes out feels like forever. suddenly, the earth start to move slowly.

Hoh.. so, tomorrow is the day, to discuss my blood test + ultrasound report. Hope everything turns out just fine.

p/s: I feel like I want to do another ultrasound or see another doctor that can explain to me better.

2010-01-17T22:08:00.002+11:00

i have confession to make..
i am confuse right now..

how do u guys know whether your partner will be the right one?
based on what criteria do you guys consider?

:(((((

shopping..shopping...who does not?

2010-01-11T20:08:00.009+11:00

there are sales everywhere now.. continuation of boxing day maybe. ie year end sales, just like in malaysia. hehe..
so the other day i told you guys that i only bought few things isn't ..

last week i opted to shop more ..at smiggle..hehe...

smiggle sells cute stationary, suits me as a student..

konon2 rajin study la pasni??? haha..non adooo...

mouse pad...a cute one.. not so cute in this pic.. owh baru sedar, siap ada pinky2 on the right ;p hehe
2 dollars jer

box to put all my stationaries.. 5 dollars kot

and finally i bought a purse! not at smiggle of course

new purse..owh i dont know whether this is out-dated or not in terms of the design..

tunggu i keje k..designer brand please wait for me,hehehe

i asked the promoter whether this one looks nice or not, and of course she said the purse in trend now, nice, elegant, bla3.. i dunno what the purpose i asked that question anyway. T_____T maybe i have been cheated by the promoter.hehe...

i just bought this one because it is cheap for a temporary purse and i am thinking of repairing my former purse.

more stuffs coming up..

p/s: i bought crap stuff, haha, just realised this fact when i publish this entry

banyak nya jerawatttt

2010-01-11T19:17:00.002+11:00

today i want to rant about another matter.

i used to take care of my face. everyday i will wash my face twice, use toner, scrub once a week, wear mask and etc. follow all the daily regime..

now i am getting lazy.not just i tend to skip the toner, moisturiser, scrub now, but also i only wash my face once a day..bagus kan??

now i am awarded with multiple pimples on my forehead..

good. hehhehehe..

this is bad..really bad..im getting lazier and lazier.
the prob is i feel guilty using duit rakyat sebab sy dah diberi amanah to use the money well..

ok.. stop feeling guilty and do something!~

Hotness

2010-01-11T15:54:00.005+11:00

panasssssssss
panassssssss (gaya melodi, hahaha)

huaaaaaa..today max temperature 43..currently really2 hot outside. although i have been home for the whole day because i am not well, but i can feel the heat from inside already.

my house does not have any air condition, neither in the room nor the living hall
and no fans too. wtf...
now i am relying on heater fan as a fan.

tido pun terjaga peluh2. yesterday, when i cooked pun rasa panas gila.
ei tatau la masa akhirat nati, camne la agaknya.

i miss winter...so badly..
i miss snow :'(
i want rain. i want snow..hehe.... i want aircon..

ok papai. hope u all have a nice day today, not a shitty one like mine

p/s: eh, hari yang panas memang bole membuatkan uols jadi hati panas tak..
hehehe i think i am.. semakin tinggi suhu disekeliling, semakin panas hati dan darah sendiri..
new hypothesis for me.kene wat research ne.

i am craving for a&w float...but i have to follow the 99 days i just made last week.
ice coke pun tak pa..hehe..dapat cicah dengan cekodok..
mana nak dpt cekodok plak????

if i fail the 99 days i will tell u alls. or senyap2 je?? haha

sweetnya diaa

2010-01-07T20:06:00.004+11:00

Sweetnye..hehe.romantik gila

uolss ingat ne apa? tadi i ingat ne ayam.bila adik kata kambing baru sedarrr tanduk kat atas.....a'ah laaa, ni kambing....hahahaha

man..why is this so hard

2010-01-07T12:43:00.003+11:00

hehe since ika is currently on 99 days without rice program...i am thinking of something else...
this is just to meet one of my resolution i.e to become more fit

so i come up with 99 days without:

1. bicarbonate drink
2. french fries
3. chips
4. ice cream
5. sugary drinks
6. fast food

wish me luck T__T

Push push..push as hard as you can

2010-01-06T11:05:00.011+11:00

ok today i want to talk about something.
hehe...

As u all know (eh ye ke ne??) I take trams or trains everyday to go to work.
Of course la in trams, I kind of like to observe people in every ways.. for example, dressing, attitude, face, makeup, handbags, shoes, etc...

I noticed few differences between here and malaysia. I am not saying malaysia tak bagus ke apa..i love malaysia, my own country, the place where I was born.

But, when I went back in malaysia last September, I was shocked when someone pushed me real hard while I was trying to go out the lrt while she was coming in. i thought usually we will let people to come out first before we come in..
I remembered that I was having difficulty going out the lrt, and also one more thing, i also realised that there are people cutting the queue from the side...

owh that really pissed me off.

But somehow later, when I observed the lrt system in malaysia, then I understand the reason behind all of this.
Trams in australia tend to stop longer giving people more time to queue and board contradicting in malaysia. lrt tends to stop only for a couple of seconds?? (if i am not mistaken :P) and then sets off.

i wonder what will happen if they push pregnant women? dangerous isn't it?

So that is why people in Malaysia don’t bother to wait for current passengers to come out first before them coming in. anyway, the frequency for lrt is higher than here definitely. That is why the tram driver here let all passengers to come in first because the next tram will only come 10-15 minutes depending where their destinations are.

I have encountered multiple times the locals apologizing to me when they accidentally coming in the trams first before letting me going out. So nice right?
Even here, they will quickly give their seat to old, pregnant ladies, kids, disabled people. I know Malaysian also do that now (after iklan yang cetuskan kontroversi tu ramai da terbeliak mata :P) tapi to certain people perhaps? Not to the kids at least. That is what I saw last September. One old man with tongkat but no one wants to let go of her seat to him. I really pity him, ye la considering the fact that to go inside the lrt pun da kene tolak2. masuk2 je terus kene sempit2…hehehe

tolak tolak selagi bole..:P

However, nothing is perfect kan? I am really grateful in Malaysia; at least I don’t have to smell the alcohol breaths of public transport commuters. Not to forget I don’t have to encounter drunken people boarding on the trams especially on friday night. :D

*all pics google

azam 2010..never too late to list yours

2010-01-05T10:09:00.005+11:00

my resolutions for this year...hehe..baru nak buat kan.. but its ok.never too late to do yours too..

1. i want to finish my literature review (thesis) by this month. i way behind the dateline
2. buy myself external hard drive
3. survey cheap ticket to US
4. save more on my monthly allowance. at least 100 per month
5. find new house.. i'm going to be homeless by next month :(
6. reflect what i do every day before sleep
7. become more fit
8. grab as many knowledge as i can from great people at my research place
9. blogging more?

maybe that's all so far
... i can always add more later kan?

2010

2010-01-01T13:18:00.010+11:00

2009 finally ended.
What I did in 2009?

February – move out to new house and enrolled into semester 5.

May- sat for final exam but did terribly. The exam was in winter and I was shaking throughout the exam as the weather was very2 cold and there was no heater in the exam hall. i thought that I am going to fail the exam and don’t dare to go back to Malaysia because I want to wait for my result. Turn out, the result was ok and I did not fail. Yeay!

June- my brother came and we had great holiday together. Bought new camera and shoe. Got really homesick later.

mount buller...

learned how to ski for the first time

July – enrolled into semester 6 and start my research year

September- went back to Malaysia and have a splendid time eating and going out with myfriends and family.

October – did my first assessment for semester 6. First public speaking ever in front of all the doctors.

November and December – suffered from summer weather and no holiday

So far I think that I did not achieve anything significant in 2009. But doing research this year and next year too has given me the opportunity to learn a lot about working environment, and also to be more responsible and mature in life. One best thing that I got is the chance to improve my speaking.

2010…..im fourth year now! Wowowowow.. another three more years to go…..

Luahan hati

2009-12-30T16:15:00.004+11:00

The reason why I wrote the hypocrite entry is because I am angry with myself cannot do anything about something although I hate it to death. Ok, let me give you an example, lets name the person as X.

so X does not allow you to do something that you already know it is compulsory in religion to oblige so bla3. That is exactly what I feel when I know that the circumstances is wrong but I don’t have any power to prevent it from happening so as I am only at the minority side.

Kira ala tersepit gitu la. I am left with no choice as I have already expressed my concerns and my opinions out about that matter previously. And X listened, unfortunately only for awhile.

I spoke to my parents before about this as it happens few times and quite bothering me, but my dad asked me to just ignore all this and continue with my life while in the same I have the feeling that all these are not right.
I sleep each time this happens, to avoid me feeling shitty but..
Who am I to stop X doing that thing especially when X already tolerate about my family.

Hypocrite…isn’t it…
Haihhh. I guess everybody will face this situation at least once in their life where they don’t have any option for it

spill water on keyboard :(

2009-12-29T19:36:00.001+11:00

I accidentally spilled water on my laptop just now.
argghhhh...
now the right click is no longer functioning so i have to use the mouse instead
im so scared :'(

Sesi menghabiskan duit

2009-12-28T18:20:00.000+11:00

26 december is boxing day like Ive mentioned in previous entry. Big sales everywhere. Basically I woke up early and get myself ready by 9. I arrived in the city around 10am. Crowded around the city especially around myer, bourke street .

Dalam myer, sesat berapa kali tah. besar sangat shopping complex tu -___-
pusing pusing tatau nak beli apa gak. memang murah la barang2 dalam tu..
pusing belek2, tapi tak beli.

i am always like this, tak reti shopping without my mom.. true, da besar pun kene ada ibu baru reti shopping.

last2 i called my mom around 12 telling her i dunno what to buy.
i am thinking of buying wallet, jeans,kasut and moisturiser. tu je...
tapi tak beli apa2. my mom macam biasa la cakap tak yah beli kalau tak perlu.
tapi rasa tak puas hati kalau balik tangan kosong.
so i decided to go to DFO spencer instead.the sales there even better
kat sana, tak seramai myer..then i bought two jeans at Giodarno

15 Aud each..murah murahhh..eh asal dalam pic ni nampak jeans ne besar gila.. jangan tertipu k T___T

After that I headed back to the city to meet my friend there. Beli ne dalam myer. at last! coz the sale only for one day je

if you are looking for branded stuff , myer will be the place for you.

look what's inside......

20 dollar je..murahhh..

15 dollar only~ considered cheap for fiorelli kot.

p/s: tak puas ati tak shopping puas2...bole tak gitu walaupun tak sedar diri tengah miskin sekarang?? :P

Flood in the kitchen

2009-12-28T09:04:00.004+11:00

my small kitchen

Sapa sangka kat malaysia pantai timur je banjir.
dapor pun bole banjir..dua hari lepas, hujan lebat masa tengah masak
sekali dengar air menitik, not outside, but inside my kitchen
then baru sedar air dah sampai kaki.. hehe..

apa lagi kelam kabut tadah air. rumah ne rumah lama. old but refurbished, maybe that is the reason why there is leaking from every corner. tiga penjuru bocor.
air start naik, apa lagi kelamkabut la off fridge sebab air tu mengalir dari atas kene power point.
panggil owner datang. but he can't do anything since it is christmas break now. dia suruh doa dalam dua tiga hari ini takkan hujan.
bole tak macam tu?? hoho

he came straight to my house since I sound very panicked in the phone. ye la, i naik, mecurah2 masuk dalam dapor. haha. tapi i memang jenis panik pun..

this is the second time this happens. before this penah bocor but at different side of the kitchen.
masa tu hujan lebat gak.
mengikut kawan air, macam air terjun dalam dapor!.
haha...

The big bang theory

2009-12-25T23:00:00.000+11:00

The big bang theory

I love this tv series so much. Love it love it. Love it more than gossip girl. Ultimate best tv series ever.
It is extremely hilarious.
This tvseries is about four geniuses and geek scientist. They seem to only fit each other and not to outsider..

sheldon :D

My favorite character goes to the theoretical physicist (his name is Sheldon in this show). He is the funniest guy and appeared to be the most genius among all. Apparently, he is also the most annoying and also the worst in terms of social skills. He lacks of social empathy and does not understand sarcasm very well.
One weird thing about him, he has to stick to his own schedule no matter what.
Example, Monday, he will eat Thai food, Monday breakfast he has to eat oatmeal bread. Tuesday Chinese food etc.

Tell you what…
Not just about meal, but must stick to everything as he does not like changes. He suffers from obsessive compulsive disorder so sheldon always comfortable with his current life schedule. For example, he has comic book day, game day, paint ball day, tv program, laundry day) . He also set up the way he will do his thing (eg: sitting on same spot of the sofa and no one else can sit over there, knocking on someone door for specific number of times although the person already open the door)
Thus, no one can change his schedule.

The other scientiest name Raj cant speak to women at all. what's contradicting is that his father is gynaecologist, haha.

Howard meanwhile is a creepy and pervert scientist

So far I have watched complete episodes for seasons 1 and 2. They are still airing the third season (the latest one episode 11 season 3)
There are parts that I don’t understand for example, physics, quantum physics, physic bla2.. but I still love the tvseries, maybe because I have some knowledge in science ( not a lot :P ). But overall, ten stars to the director and actors.

I recommend you all to watch this if you really stress because I never fail to laugh. :D

Papadom - link to watch it

2009-12-24T14:27:00.007+11:00

i just watched papadom the movie by afdlin shouki in the youtube. sapa2 tak tengok lagi gi la tengok kalau nak.

here is the link:

http://www.youtube.com/user/alisariana#p/c/4F799ECB184017CE/0/9Y2FmHQF7QM

pressie from .....

2009-12-24T11:05:00.001+11:00

Not long ago, my neighbor which I seldomly spoke to ask me to collect her mails from the mail box and keep it while she was away on vacation. Hehe, I accidentally bumped into her while sorting out my rubbish outside. She was loading her car with luggage during that time, ready to go to the airport.
When she returned from the vacation, she gave me this!

Hehe, a jasmine souvenir all the way from Thailand.

Smell nice. happy :D

at the top part, can see three tiny candle with elephant shape

hehe and hibiscus too.

eh, hibiscus is thailand national flower gak ker?

summer

2009-12-23T19:44:00.018+11:00

My supervisor is on holiday starting from yesterday. He is in Fiji now for Christmas breaks! nice huh??. Feeling tired looking after the mice everyday, I went to the office in the afternoon for first time :P Haha, Earlier, I have the thought of not going but then I started to feel guilty because we had surgery yesterday, therefore I went there to make sure all the mice are alright.

Ok I want to complain about something. Today is 39 degree Celsius!!

hot hot hot.. i feel hot :P

Soon after I stepped out from my house, I am starting to feel the heat and warmth of the summer. Worst, I have to wait for the tram under the sun. huaaa.. Panas terik gila. Too warm. Even the wind also feels hot.
In the tram, I avoided sitting next to window because I don’t want the sun. Panas sini tak sama as in Malaysia because Australia is very close to the sun, contributing to high skin cancer rate over here.

melbourne tram *pic google

All the trams that I took today felt like sauna inside. Why ah they don’t switch on the aircon. Or was it because it is too hot outside that the aircon seems not to be working.

I really can’t bear all this heat, plus getting sunburn and dry skin from the weather doesn’t help at all. Sob sob, sure I am darker than before by now. Damn.. I just hope that I will not be as dark as my brother :D (amir, jangan mara, hahahaha, kakak awk ne cerah sikit je dari awak). Everyday, I will get headache, dunno why, last week I went to clinic and consulted a nurse because all the GP over here were fully booked for that particular week. She advised me to increase my fluid intake and take panadol to relieve the headache (what a waste la, surely everyone know these)

Everyday I make sure that i apply SPF 50++ sunscreen before going out the house, that's the highest I can go :D I wonder if there any sunscreen with higher SPF. I am trying to minimize getting myself exposed to the UV, like bringing sweater not to use it, instead carrying it around to cover my face on the way to the hospital or while waiting for the tram. Last but not least, getting myself a magazine that comes with freebie and guess what is the freebie? Huahu, a hat!

Just now I wrote down all my instruction for the animal keeper to do everyday during Christmas break. So I guess I’ll just hibernate in the house starting from today..hehehe..
Hibernate in the summer not winter :D

28th Dec is boxing day, it represents a day where they box all the leftover from Christmas and give it to poor people if Im not mistaken :P while Christmas is actually the day Jesus was born. On Boxing Day, shopping complexes open early in the morning and close late at night, massive sales everywhere. I have been waiting for 4 months already for Boxing Day to buy jeans. finally!~ huhu..

This is the pic that my brother sent to me last week, it's snowing in Us now. Huhu, I wish it is winter over here too.. sejuk, best best

the street is covered with snow.

the cars too... covered with snow
everything look white

hehe, cool... sejuk je ..

hehe, funny i am at one side of the world while my bro at the other end. we are separated, im like one day earlier than him. our season also differ, he is having winter now meanwhile mine is summer..

ok, sambung later

Hidup ini penuh penipuan!!

2009-12-23T04:51:00.006+11:00

first of all..i am really2 sorry since i did not update the blog lately..i have been very busy..rushing here and there..skipping my meal time..

through my busy day..i realise something..that all of us hypocrite..don't agree?trust me that i am right..want to know why??

it is because sometimes,we will do anything as long as we get what we want..you know what i mean??or i still need to explained it..ok,frankly speaking..everybody is a LIAR!!hahaha..i know it sounds bad..tell me if you never lied for your entire life.(even for once)...since i don't think that i have met anyone that qualified for that title..

besides,sometimes we tend to do something to make us look better or good (i mean not being yourself)..for example,pretend to be a very nice girl to get attention or so whatever...

this picture shows that the shop is such a hypocrite..

have you ever come across this lines "to all hypocite,liar,backstabber and bla bla bla get out of my life"...that means that you need to get out from your own life..hahaha...very funny~

imagine kalau mmg cerita ape tu..ala yang kalau tipu hidung jadi panjang..mesti semua orang hidung panjang kan??hahaha..kire bole la buat pertandingan baru..hidung sape paling panjang..:P

so until now...did i present my point well enough??ah,i know maybe some of you might not agree with me..but,who cares??hahaha...so to all of you...i just want to remind you..beware of the hypocrite and the liar..that means everyone(including yourself)...and i really mean it!

Wishes to my friends

2009-12-19T20:40:00.009+11:00

To my dear friend ika

May your father get well soon,
return back to his normal state..
and may Allah protect him & and your family..
you can always talk to me if you need to

To my dear friend ctkusut
Happy Birthday,
Maybe my wish doesn't matter so much to you..
But I wish that every of your step fill with roses and every moment with dearest ones..your baby & husband
Happy Birthday dear

roti canai satu~!

2009-12-18T18:21:00.000+11:00

Erm..
do you guys like to eat roti canai??
look yummy in this picture

most mlysian like roti cnai i guess. the same goes with me..

i still remembered a story behind my roti canai experience last year..something that i will never forget.

one fine day,i went to a restaurant in my hometown. and ordered normal roti canai

"kak,roti canai satu"
so tunggu la.. suddenly i got this...

Jeng Jeng Jeng

Pink roti canai, Chio kan!

I was really shocked and never encountered this in my life so far.
and im not sure whether it is safe to eat or not? :D
feeling werid, i asked the waitress "awat roti ni nmpk pelik smacam??...warne pink lak tu...comel sgt"

she answered"entah la...tukang uli ni kate die saje buat mcm tu...die gi tambah sirap.. biar nampak sedap...lagipon ade perisa tambahan"

hoho

new creation! new invention

sepanjang hidup kat dunia ni.. tak penah lagi jmpe roti canai macam tuh... die buat lawak ke ape??

so i take a risk to taste it.. and siyesly rase nye pelik...

imagine~

"roti canai+sirap=???"

n yang lawaknye.. i overheard meja sblah kate.. "kalo aku mati mkn bnda ala ni. aku jd antu.aku cekik sape yg buat roti ni"

hahahaha....

do you think the restaurant manage to increase sales from creating new roti canai ......

orr....... they fired the cook?

haha..

So LoNg GooDbYe~

2009-12-17T20:40:00.001+11:00

A time passes by, direction unknown
You've left us now but we're not alone
Before you know it your cups overflown
You measured no one that I've ever known

And it's quite alright
And goodbye for now
Just look up to the stars
And believe who you are
Cause it's quite alright
And so long, goodbye

We always knew that it'd come to this
It's times like these i forget what i miss
Matters of heart are hard to address
Specially when yours is full of emptiness

And it's quite alright
And goodbye for now
Just look up to the stars
And believe who you are
Cause it's quite alright
And so long, goodbye

A time passes by, direction unknown
You've left us now but we're not alone
Before you know it your the cups overflown
You measured no one that I've ever known

And it's quite alright
And goodbye for now
Just look up to the stars
And believe who you are
Cause it's quite alright
And so long, goodbye.

i like this song..
it is a very old song i guess..
by sum41..

bengang bengang

2009-12-17T08:50:00.001+11:00

Heii..tengah bengang gila ne.
rasa nak blog je tentang dua orang perempuan - sorang laki ne

makin sabar, makin dia melampau.

Durian...Durian.. Frozen durian..

2009-12-16T20:11:00.002+11:00

I am big fan of durian.. mostly malaysia durian.
rugi sapa2 tak makan..
when i went back to Malaysia in September, i ate a lot of durians because it was durian season that time!
haha.i literally persuade my parents to buy me durians..
wahhaha..so heaven

i managed to get this in Melbourne Central

yeapiiii.... durian!!.. to be exact, frozen durian :P bole laa.a..asal dapat

Monthong durian.weird name..hehe. about 8 dollar. not bad

peace showing how happy i am

put in microwave for 1 min. and ready to be eaten.

it is thailand durian, not nice as malaysia durian (im not being biased, but based on my experience :D)

oh heaven, i will grab more tomorrow ..huahua..tak cukup

Kasanova XXL

2009-12-15T20:55:00.002+11:00

Today, I would like to review one of the TV shows aired at TV3 sometime ago, named Kasanova XXL. You can still watch it at TV3 online website if you have missed it. Haha. I know, the name of the show is already lame but don’t judge a show by its name. hehe, it is not that bad anyway.

The main actor is Shaheizy Sam, and I can say that he is a really talented actor. I have watched him in other movie like bohsia, jangan pilih jalan hitam (betul ke nama show ni?) and in another teledrama where he played as a blind young man, he played all these roles very well. Kasanova xxl is a comedy show where osman ali or better known as wira internet falls in love with a beautiful lady, Emelda Rosmila (pelakon cerita kekasihku seru) through chat room. Bla bla bla, being obese, he apparently has low self esteem (cliché rite?) thus; he has to use his own brother’s picture when they exchange their pictures. Although he might be huge in size, he actually has a good heart and an honest person.

For me, the reason why I enjoy this show is because it’s hilarious and made me laugh few times. You should watch the show if you want to release your stress :P . Watak Osman’s brother played by Rusdi Ramli sangat bersahaja. You can see him laughing through out the show itself. Gelak yang bukan di buat-buat, but because the scene is funny.

But maybe jugak what I considered as funny does not match yours. So, don’t blame me ok :D that is what my brother always said to me.

Flaw: Haha, I don’t think there is any take home message from this show. Oh oh maybe just one, as long as you have a good heart and be kind to other people, size does not matter anymore.

And it sort of looks like the director want to cut the cost. A similar movie played by Erra Fazzira called Cinta Kolesterol, used side effect or technology (dunno what it is called, haha) to make the actor appeared to be fat. But not in this show, they have to do it manually.

see! it looks like Shaheizy Sam only wears winter jacket inside or thick + big t-shirts to appear obese.so when he slims down, haha, cabut je la baju tebal2 tu, senang gila

Ok, go watch this show if you want :D its really hilarious

*pics google

Interesting pic

2009-12-15T08:36:00.000+11:00

*pics google

I wonder how they do this. Tak yah guna tangga apa. guna kerusi pun boleh cat syiling.
hehe.. smart smart

Dentist Dentist~

2009-12-14T12:00:00.000+11:00

Are you guys afraid of the dentist?

I know some of you might be afraid of the dentist but surprisingly I am NOT.

When I was in primary school, the community dental clinic (I don’t know what is it called but something like the dentist and nurses from the public sector) will visit the school and taught us how to brush our teeth.

I am sure you guys experienced this before isn’t it?

I remembered that we have to bring a cup to rinse the mouth and they will provide free tooth brush.

Not to forget, they also provide free teeth checkup, fillings, and teeth extraction services. I was really scared of them and it was like the biggest nightmare ever when they came to the school.

Let me describe to you the situation…

Students that just had their checkup will go to the classroom and called up the next victim’s name :P and passed the dental card. The students will then head off to the clinic and have their checkup done. It was really frightening to wait for your turn and also saw the students coming back to the classroom one by one with the gauze in their mouth either from the teeth extractions or from the fillings. And not to forget, I had to hear their scary shit stories one by one :D

*pics google

Up to a point, I threw my dental card into the dustbin because I was terrified by all those stories (shuhh, I hope my father will not read this :P). and I managed to skip my check up. But unfortunately it didn’t last me that long, because they created a new card for me!! I don’t know how they managed to track back students’ cards that were missing because there were a lot of students during that time.

In secondary school, I was actually forced by my father to wear braces and I really hate it. My orthodontist also made me to wear headgear, a wire that comes out from your mouth and stabilized by a strap behind your neck.

*pics google (obviously not my pic!!)

It was embarrassing, because it looks like a robot and everyone thinks that you have extremely bad teeth condition. I wonder why I had to wear that, because seriously my teeth is not that bad (tak jonggang, tak berlapis, my jaw also macam biasa, tak de plak ke depan ke apa. I wear braces because my teeth jarang)

Only people that wear braces will know how painful it is each time the doctor tightens the teeth. Thus, I always got mad after each visit and my dad and mom will be the victims of my anger Hahahaha. However, my dad always said ‘you can be mad at me now, but in future you are the one that will thank me’. And I do feel thankful for that.

One thing for sure, I am no longer afraid of going to the dentist.

In fact, I always make sure that I will have check up every 6 months :D

*all pics google

Sakit PIPI

2009-12-11T14:09:00.000+11:00

I have this wire from my braces that has been poking into my cheeks for several days and ulcers start forming already. It hurts when I talk, eat, smile, laugh..huhhh. yesterday I went to the Christmas party and have to smile almost 3 hours, imagine that!! Lenguh mulut rasa senyum plus the pain from the ulcer.

I have put some wax to cover the wire but seem like it does not help at all.

I am thinking out buying wire cutter and cut it by myself instead of going to the dentist. Because the dental services is damn expensive (disaster!!) seeing that I don’t have any private dental health cover or medicare (only for citizens and permanent residents) to use the public dental services. Sob sob

Why do they discriminate me… :(((

Mari belajar memasak - ayam kurma

2009-12-11T08:18:00.000+11:00

I know some of you guys dah pandai masak. tapi i nak buat juga entry ne, for fun, and for my bro n sis that read my blog. sapa2 yang dah pandai masak sila abaikan k..hehe..

~~ika yang tengah diet sila abaikan entry ne sebab pasal food :P~~

jom!!

bahan2 nye gambar terlupa nak snap. kelam kabut sikit. untuk tiga orang makan, 6 ketul ayam.
Guna separuh bawang besar, dua kentang, satu stock ayam, garam, rempah kurma, serbuk santan. napa i guna bawang besar sebab kat sini tak de bawang merah. napa i guna serbuk santan sebab kat sini tak de santan fresh.

::ayam::

mula2 hiris bawang halus2 dan tumis.macam biasa la..sampai naik bau hehe. minyak kene cukup untuk tumis rempah kurma nanti

ok next, ambil rempah kurma, sikit da cukup, letak air sikit and kacau2 dalam cawan before tumis. tumis sampai garing eh orang panggil. gambar tumis rempah kurma tak de, tak sempat nak snap

lepas masukkan air dalam rempah kurma

masukkan air sikit sudah, sebab nati air keluar dari ayam gak. tak pun jadi kurma cair nanti

masukkan kentang dulu sebelum ayam sebab kentang nak ambil masa lama untuk masak, owh gambar tunggang terbalik.hehe..
lepas tu masukkan la ayam, agak2 dah 5 minit gitu kentang di masukkan

masukkan stock ayam satu kube

cairkan santan

masukkan santan dalam periuk

masukkan garam sikit sudah

akhir skali tunggu sampai mengelegak dan ayam serta kentang empuk

tadaaaa.siap.senang and simple..
selamat mencuba.

old times...

2009-12-10T17:37:00.000+11:00

Have any of u remembered about your previous friends??(i mean your friends from the elementary school or secondary school?)..untill today, i still couldn't believe that all of us have grown..and yet, it still fell like aged since the last time i meet with them..

I really hoped that i can go back to that time...since it was so joyful...and i guess,because there is nothing much to be worried of :P...however,yeayea i know that we must look ahead and never look back at the past..i guessed that i really missed all my friend..

One thing that made me feel kinda sad is that all of them have changed....i mean totally changed (i'm not sure whether i've changed or not )...i just think i like them the way they are before..and again..i need to remember that changes in life somehow is good

oh..how i miss the fun since i was very naughty i guessed...the fight(hahaha)...and others thing..

rase mcm diri bodoh jer bile ingat ape kite buat kecik2 dlu :P

haih...

Mouse "mouse'

2009-12-10T16:07:00.000+11:00

eh korang rasa mouse ne yang betul ke yang tipu ja?

*pics google

mouse yang diguna kan sebagai 'mouse'. hehe

ok ok, takkan yang betul punya kan? kalau tak compem da busuk unless dia preserve..
tapi dalam pic ne memang nampak mcm mouse betul laa..kejam nya kalau betul2.ish ish

Work.work work

2009-12-10T02:19:00.001+11:00

Ok today I want to story about one of the culture here. Since I am doing research now, I get the opportunity to experience both working environment and not to forget, student environment. Of course I have worked before, in a clinic and also as waiter/cashier at a restaurant, but I can tell you the working environment here is totally different from Malaysia. Honestly, I prefer the working environment here.

They can come whenever they want, some of them even come at 10-11 am and go back home at 4-4.30 pm (imagine 7-8 hours working). I am not entirely sure whether they have fix working hour they need to meet, and I might be wrong. There is also researcher that come at 2pm and heads back home at 4 pm. imagine that? Having flexible working hour (not to forget shorter working hour compared to Malaysia which is like 8am to 5pm, doesn’t mean that they are lazy tho. They complete all their works in time and don’t have anyone to force them to do so. Its kinda like laizzes faire or self driven.

In Malaysia I know some company apply this punch card system where you go to work early so that you don’t get red mark on your punch card to avoid being questioned in end of the month. And what’s funnier is that some people also ask their colleague to help punch their card if they are late or if they want to leave home early :D

One thing for sure, here, when they do their work, they really focus on it. No ym, facebook or anything. Nothing like come to the office, then go and have breakfast first and come back to the office one hour later, then have lunch break shortly after that. Here, they work their ass off and then when they finish their work, go back home.

My supervisor once told me that everyday he will pray and reflect on what he have done or achieved on that particular day. And of course, he will try to achieve more and improve for the next day. Sounds familiar right? Hehe.. something like muhasabah diri. Yes, we muslim are supposed ? or encouraged? to do every day. It’s not to say I have never done this before but frankly speaking, I haven’t done it for quite a long time. Yes, saya memang alpa
I tend to skip doing that because I am lazy too :P

Tapi menusuk kalbu jugak la when he said that. Now I try to do it everyday.

One more thing, he also said, if we put efforts to do something, and put more and more, we will succeed in what we are doing right now.

This is my work station. Hehe.. at first I am so jakun to have all these. They provide stationary and laptop too. Yela, tak penah keje. Mula mula semangat la nak decorate apa la. But in the end because I don’t leave anything on my desk (no decoration at all) not even a pencil container, so it is always clean.

My hospital..i have to work with two hospitals. my workstation in one hospital while my experiments will be in another hospital

lucky that both hospitals are close with each other.kalo tak pengsan

:: Another hospital::

ok I will tell you more story later

Bracelet

2009-12-09T20:56:00.001+11:00

*coach

cantik nya..i want this!!.. tak sabar nak tunggu kerja and collect duit sendiri.
in the same time, i hate working environment.

i will story about this later

missing home

2009-12-09T15:35:00.000+11:00

Yesterday I went out with my uncle and her wife. Uncle is actually my father’s close friend; they were classmate in school and went to university together.
It feels so nice to have them here because they treat me like a daughter. *homesick mode on*..hehe..but they are going to leave tomorrow.

The problem is I would like to spend more time with them if I could; but I have reserved Christmas party tomorrow organized by my research department.

Actually, I received few emails asking the staffs to make RSVP but I ignored all of them since I don’t feel like coming. But then, one of the research assistant asked me whether I am interested to come because there are only 3 more tickets left, and everyone is coming. Don’t want to miss out on anything, I agreed

If I am not mistaken, one ticket valued 56 dollar but researchers will get free tickets (of course I will not come if I have to pay that expensive :P ) and they only have to pay if they want to bring their partner.
If only I know that my uncle will come here and leave this Thursday, I will not make any booking.
Regret it 
Sob sob sob..

I miss home so much because uncle and auntie treated me so nice for the last two days. Auntie made nice drinks for me each time I went to their hotel. She also insisted that I brought home food and fruits each time I left. The first day she asked me to tapau ikan berlado + strawberry, and for the second day she insisted that I brought home penang char kuew tiau, blueberry, cherry, and nectarines (fruits).

But of course nothing beats my own mother’s love.

I will have Christmas holiday *cross finger* from 26december to 4th January. Most probably I will still have to come to look after the mice.

The air tickets are incredibly expensive during Christmas. The price for return tickets AirAsia are roughly around AUD 1500+ for December. Don’t want to talk about MAS as the tickets are pricier. I usually spend roughly AUD 600-800 for Air Asia, which is half price of MAS tickets. I choose Air Asia as I am still a student and don’t mind having small seats and uncomfortable journey for 7-8 hours in order to save money.

Ok, continue later.

Philips island Part 2

2009-12-07T17:02:00.007+11:00

After visiting the wild life park (in previous post), we went to The Nobbies at Philips Island. We were freezing at there, imagine the cold wind, and winter.

In the car

I was mesmerized at how beautiful the scenery is. so calming.how i wish i can be there every day and enjoy the sunset. click on pics if you want to look at the larger version of the pic..

Big Waves

We spotted Mr tuxedo too..hiding under the bridge. They are tiny penguins, something like the smallest penguin in the world or asia? Hehe..

After that we went to the Pyramid rock. The name actually reflects the rock in the middle of the sea that looks like pyramid

in the pic, can you spot the rock in front of the pyramid resemble a human figure falling down. macam jatuh tersungkur. nampak tak?

Ok papai.

"BBQ"

2009-12-06T21:46:00.008+11:00

Let’s continue about winter holiday with my brother. One cold day, we feel like wanting to eat outside, however both of us try to cut our budget since the food here is quite expensive. One meal will cost each of us around 10-11 aussie dollar, therefore two meals will cost us total of 20-22 dollars. Thus, we decided to eat ‘outside’ ie at the park. We went to Flemington Park which is not far my house. For your information, few parks at Melbourne are equipped with barbeque place because they value the family time.

We decided to grill the chicken...

To tell the truth, neither of us knows how to marinate chicken. Both of us never do any barbeque before because obviously we only attend barbeque to eat and do not involve in the preparing the food. But, it doesn’t stop both of us to continue with our plan.

So I cooked fried noodle at home. Since we wanted to rush to the park in order to reserve the bbq equipment, I cooked the noodle in only 30 minutes, haha..

So we packed our things…

And anxiously waiting for our tram..

Me waiting for the tram that will bring us to the park

Arrived at the park.
At the bbq place…

We decided to use the instant flour that I usually use to fry the chicken. The type of flour for chicken ‘kentucky’ but doesn’t taste Kentucky at all…

We put it on the grill place with aluminium foil to ensure hygiene

My brother bbq our chicken..hehe ..looking like pro huh? :P

Me showing off my skill

5 mintues..
10 mintues
Half an hour…..

Almost one hour!! But our chicken still not cooked…what’s weirder is, there was no smoke come from our food like how bbq usually does

We started to feel weird. This is not how bbq supposed to be -____-
In the same time, there were two ladies kept staring at both of us and maybe wondering what the heck we are doing.

Then came one family unknown from which country wanting to use the bbq place next to us.

We welcomed them to bbq next to us..

But then… we saw them bringing out their chicken,sausages, complete with stick like ‘satay’ type to make them easier to flip the the food while bbq.
Oh oh oh..so gempakkkkk..we acted cool and try to avoid looking at their food...

but then...
we saw them brought out the oil from their bag…and used the oil to cook their food, and there was smoke coming out from their bbq place!!!

so....

We realized it must be because we were not using any oil to bbq our chicken. and maybe that’s the reason why our food still not cooked and no smoke. (we forgot to bring cooking oil and also chili sauce) T___T
We tried to cover like both of us actually have cooking oil for bbq by bringing out our apple juice that somehow look like oil. see pic below

After one hour…….
They keep looking at our poor chicken that still not cooked. And start muttering using unknown language while my brother and I believe they were talking about us because they kept giving us weird face and staring at our chicken. We tried to act cool, but at the same time feel like wanting to run over the street and get our selves killed in car accident because of the shame. haha

Finally we gave up, feeling frustrated and so we wrapped up our food and went to one bench at there and decided to eat our noodle.

Turn out, the noodle taste like shit too and cant eat it!.(hehe, my cooking skill :D)

Packed our things and quickly ran to the tram stop and never looked back. We wish that we will never meet that family forever. Owh..maluuuuuuuu maluuu gilaaaa….
the family must laughed out loud at us -___-

p/s: nevertheless, now I know how to do bbq , and must bring cooking oil next time, haha

Hungry I Guess~

2009-12-05T18:04:00.001+11:00

i'm hungry!!!
i want food...
you know food??

or this

or perhaps...

i feel like eating everything..
hahaha
i am so lazy to go out there n get food..
yet i'm hungry...
bside i think i want to diet...
but how.. if i only think about food..
every minute n every day!
n how i miss mlysian food so much!
help me help me...

interesting gadget!

2009-12-04T21:15:00.000+11:00

while surfing the internet i found this..

a solar radio!

so let the pictures do the talking.....

sambil baca buku leh dengar radio, as long as there is the sun

they have for all radio station apparently it can fit in your wallet too, easy to carry around T__T

but sorry tho, the radio is still not on sale yet.

hehe.. tapi kalau ada memang best la.bole bubuh dalam wallet

then bila nak dengar, bawak kuar je dari handbeg

cool!

Studying abroad

2009-12-04T20:01:00.000+11:00

Living in foreign country can be quite expensive, the food, household things, and any services that involves human power (eg; repairing laptop, plumbing, installation).

In fact, the rent for my house already accounts more than half of my allowance. Not to forget other utilities (gas, electricity and water). Damn, until now I still don’t understand why my monthly gas turns up very expensive.

There are only three people in the house and it is not like each of us showers 10 times a day neither do we cook two times a day). We only cook once a day tau!.

Since my research place is quite far from the place where I live, everyday I will catch the public transport, including the weekends (yes, I have to feed the animal during the weekends too!) *Sigh.

Here, they don’t give concession fare to the international students for tram tickets *I wonder why aaaaa???? Aren’t we students too?

Student = no money

I think we deserve the concession. Hate it!

This adds more to my monthly expenses. When I was in my first, second and third year here, I used to walk or cycle to my classes, as a result I got to save more during this time. I even have this detachable front basket for my bicycle to put my things in and shopping bags too :P

my bicycle looks like this *pics google

So,

You might wonder why I don’t cycle to the hospital isn’t it…

Haha, it’s because the hospital is located on a hill (more than 3hills actually) and I’m not that fit to cycle up since one of the hill is extremely steep. This explains why I’m starting to gain a lot of weight too.

No cycle or walk = fat.

The other day I tried to walk to my research place from my house but it took me more that one hour -___- (I timed my self during that time). I can tell you that I walk quite fast, just like the locals do, not like lenggang kangkung type.

Yea, maybe I should find part time job

Hehe, ok better stop complaining now. I would not change anything for sure.

Resepi sambal belacan

2009-12-03T18:30:00.001+11:00

Just nak share dengan korang. Ni resepi sambal belacan yang dah dua kali me buat kat sini, memang marvelous!!. mungkin sebab resipi sambal belacan ne letak tomato tu yang sedap tu .
hehe, me beli belacan kat asian grocery and cili padi. kalau makan pedas2 memang lagi berselera a.

~~Untuk ika yang tengah diet tu, anda tak yah wat sambal belacan ne :P~~
Resipi ne copy dari yani@myresipi.com tapi website tu dah tak de.tatau napa.

Bahan-bahan ( 1 mangkuk )

1 cawan cili padi
1/4 cawan gula
1/4 cawan garam
1 sudu besar belacan
1 biji tomato
1/2 biji bawang besar
1/2 biji lemon diambil airnya
Sedikit air masak

Cara-cara

Bakar belacan selama 2 minit atau nampak garing
Masak bawang besar dgn microwave dengan suhu 600w selama 2 minit atau boleh juga dibakar
Kemudian kisar semua bahan-bahan di atas
Siap untuk dihidang

Cuti

2009-12-03T08:05:00.003+11:00

First time me tak balik summer this year. Some of my friends dah ada kat Malaysia pun for summer holiday, yea yea jeles la gak. I usually go back end of the year because of the long holiday (almost 3months) and because I hate the hot weather.

Sigh, I missed working at Klinik Asmara and the staffs over there too. The reasons why I choose to work over there are to gain experience, familiarize my self with the disease and medications generally used in

Malaysia

Apo bulih buek, research tak siap lagi, tak dapat la balik. Animal experiments entail the students to be patience and tough. Everything that you do has to follow the standard operating procedure of course. You can start your experiment and handle the animals ONLY when you have the animal ethics. You can never abandon your animals because the ethics committee will chase after you if you do that. When they feel that you are not taking care of your animal adequately, they will start to question you.

Bagus kan? So tak ada animal teraniaya.

But then, to wait for the female mouse to pregnant, to give birth, and for the pups (anak) to mature into adult takes a long time, this is why animal experiments can be time consuming too.

More that 1 month definitely.

I don’t know whether it is ethical or not to talk about experiments in here.

Hehe, okeh but my mice look like this

Cute kan? Hehe. they look similar to hamster.

This is guinea pig, my experiment does not involve guinea pig.

Ok, rat is different, I dont think I need to post it here.don’t tell me you guys don’t know how rat looks like? yang kat rumah tu yang tu laaa..haha, :P

*pics from google

*updated. I accidentally injected myself with needle previously used to inject the mice just now!! -____- so worried.. i hope the mouse is not carrier of any disease *sob sob worried face

oh my oh my~

2009-12-02T17:42:00.002+11:00

hey there..
xceli..suddenly i felt like i want to write about sumthin..
mybe almst the same wif the entry before
nway..
bfore tat please forgive me for my lnguage..
recently,

i had this big crush..
on sumthin (no..no..not anyone :P)
it juz sumtin tat almost all people hav i guessed..
xceli..

i want a black cardigan wif buttons(hahaha)...

yeayea..
i know that tis thing cn be easily found..
it just tat..
i can't found any tat fit me suitable enuf..
i mean..
almst all the clothes only fit the skinny people..
hahaha..
hwever..
i found one tat suit me xceli..
but it costs me a bomb..
i mean...
wth they think they can sold tat thing wif the price??(not branded one)
hahahaha...
i guess..
i need to slim down a bit(alot xceli...haha)

Summer

2009-12-02T09:41:00.005+11:00

Morning semua! Sihat ka?.kat sini sekarang musim summer, panas gila. Panas gila gila. Boleh jadi kentang bakar tau. Australia kan dekat dengan matahari, tu pasai skin cancer rate tinggi kat sini. Panas dia memang lain macam dari Malaysia nye panas. Kat Malaysia kan hot and humid, kat sini hot and dry. Macam biasa la locals mesti la suka panas, siap bole berjemur2, pelik, agaknya diorang suka kot berpeluh2 dan badan melekit

kita plak sampai sakit2 kepala panas macam apa. Tapi apa pun, Melbourne can have 4seasons in a day,, kadang-kadang keluar kelas sejuk betul, siap la pakai sweater tebal2, sekali tengah hari panas macam apa. Alih2 petang plak hujan. tak pun panas pagi2, lepas tu tengah ari ada storm lite2 gitu.
Memang unpredictable la.so itu pasal hari2 mesti bawak payung letak dalam beg. Kat opis ne pun ha, da siap2 tingal satu sweater, kalo rasa2 sejuk, sarung aja.

Aritu berapa minggu tah deret panas, alih2 minggu lepas adalah minggu hujan, satu minggu hujan, memang nyaman la rasa, hehe, of coz la I rela berhujan dari berpanas.Minggu ne plak not bad la, kira sejuk la gak, tapi tak berapa, kira kalo keluar rumah rasa best aja, tak yah pakai sweater, and tak la panas sangat.

Haih, tak dapat bayang lepas ne cuaca akan jadi lebih panas, macam last year aja, kalo tak silap sampai 45celcius. Kalau tengok mat saleh atas tram diorang macam udang bakar, merah2 gitu, and of coz la tak lupa, seksi banget T___T

Aritu kuar la nak gi beli seluar, pegi la satu kedai ne, jayjays Tanya la sales assistant ada tak boot cut jeans. Kat sini tak suka la straight cut jeans pasal dia kecik kat bawah, tatau apasal bagi nama straight cut walaupun tak straight cut sangat, kira ala2 skinny gak , tapi kurang ke’skinny’an tu. Boot cut plak bole tahan la kembang kat bawah tu, tapi flare cut memang lagi dahsyat la kembang dia.

Me: Do you sell any boot cut jeans? I used to see all the jeans displayed in this section, where is it?
SA: what!! Boot cut jeans?in Summer??!! (dengan kuat nya dia cakap siap dengan muka terkejut gitu, adei malu nya rasa).
Me: yea yea, I want to buy the boot cut jean. How come I don’t see any jeans apart from the skinny jeans?
SA: coz it is warm now, ladies only wear skirt, short pants and skinny jeans now. No boot cut. But you can try the skinny jeans

Nampak sangat la me ne out of the season pasal sekarang orang guna legging, short pants, short skirt or skinny jeans. Tak nak la pakai skinny jeans, Bukan nampak skinny nati, silap2 nampak macam drumstick gitu. hehe

Ok, ada keje sikit. Nati sambung lagi k

New Template

2009-12-01T23:05:00.002+11:00

Haip, saya ni buta IT, tengok coding sampai pening2.
Baru je berjaya kemas kan blog sikit2, kalau tak sakit mata je rasa tengok berterabur semua. later bila dah pandai sikit, nak cantikkan lagi blog ni.baru bersemangat tulis, yeke ni?? hehe

What I did today

2009-12-01T22:15:00.005+11:00

Today is a tiring day for me. I woke up at 4 am and went to US consulate (1 hour earlier than the interview time, kalut punya pasal hehe ) to apply US visa and then rushed to office. Medical course here require all undergraduate students to do one year research with the aim of introducing them to research world. When I say research, yes, it is totally 100% research where you do not have to attend any class during this whole year, and concentrate on experiments and not to forget write a thesis (which I hate tho..)

Reached the office, checked my email and task to do today.
I received an email asking me to send blood serum to another hospital urgently. The process of measuring hormone level in blood took almost two hours and in the end I got negative result. What a suwey day laaaa… negative result means that I will need to troubleshoot each method and protocol that I have used during the experiment. The problem is, every time I got negative result I’m always damn blur what has gone wrong. And now have to re-do everything again T___T.

After that, I went back to my office and then continued with another experiment. My research involves me handling with mice. Everyday I will to go to the animal house and feed them with milk and food. Make sure everything looks good, the cages are not flooded, enough water, enough cat litter, measure their weight, apply neocort cream etc etc .yea yea sometimes I imagine them as my children already.

Doing research, I constantly struggle to impress my supervisor, and knowing that I am not very good in handling animal (because sometimes I am scared at them :P) I practiced restraining them today and got bitten twice at my finger. Their teeth are very sharp and can pierce through the glove too. Every time I hold them, confirm they will pee and poo on my glove and gown. ~~THIS IS WHAT MUMMY GET IN RETURN FOR TAKING CARE OF YOU YA MICE??~~ hehe

But one good thing about today is I was granted with the visa!! Yeay..!!

Nur Kasih

2009-11-30T10:47:00.000+11:00

Last Friday is actually the last episode of Nur Kasih malay drama. I have been following all episodes when it first starts to air in tv3 online website. What I like about this drama is the beautiful scenery of a village where the shot takes place and also the simple take home messages that I can gained from the movie. I believe that the director is capable of conveying good moral values by simple words that come out from casts’ mouths. For example, “setiap manusia mampu berubah..” or even “agama tak penah melarang kita dari …” Although it is something that I have already known from my brought up, but as a person I always need constant reminder in improving myself.

In addition, Aidil, as a elder brother, he is willing to sacrifice his love, happiness and even willing to get caned by their father in protecting his brother. Mulia nya rasa. mungkin hanya family member sahaja sanggup berkorban sampai begitu sekali hehe

But …there are also things that I dislike about this drama such as the Nur Amina being portrayed as a stalwart young lady forced to get married by her parents. She contradicts her own personality as she keeps crying through out the movie, wtf. I actually hate girls that cry most of the time because it shows how weak you are. Yeayea, I know sometimes crying can actually ease the pain, sadness that you are experiencing and I got to admit that I do cry when I fell sad. But to cry all the time is very2 disturbing laaaaa I think.

What do you guys think?

Wildlife Park

2009-11-30T02:41:00.000+11:00

Australia with its famous identities, kangaroo and koala..I visited this wildlife park during our last winter trip, located at Philips island. The entry fee is very cheap and you will get a paper bag filled with animals food.
I had so much fun during this time.

koala yg keje dia tido je.kitaorg campak food pun tak bagun bagun. dia gerak sikit sikit and tido lagi. besnye hidup

kangaroos lazying around

so cute huh...

see, my hand touching the kangaroo proving I'm here :P I am bit afraid though... there is one time when I am actually feeding one kangaroo and without me realizing that I was surrounded by another 3-4 kangaroos. This shocked me and I accidentally drop the paper beg. Kangaroos tried to snatch our paper bag and even ate it too!. I have to pulled out a paper beg from a kangaroo mouth cause I do not want it too die eating paper.hehe

emak kangaroo dgn kantung nye.hehe

they even chased my brother and I too... madness..hehe.. I ran so fast and shout loudly asking for help resulting in other people around there laughing at me. my brother ran too, but until now he denies it. haha.ego huh?

ne bukan kangaroo ye. tp wallaby

woom..woom..woombat..hehe

byk lg pics. tp internet slow la.. takpe2. bersambung...

great ocean road

2009-11-29T18:18:00.000+11:00

Last winter my brother came to melbourne and we managed to go to few interesting places around here. but let me start with great ocean road first. enjoy the pictures guys...

this is twelve apostle at great ocean road. actually the pictures do not do any justice. Frankly, there is no words can describe how beautiful this place is.. the wind is very2 cold and not to forget, so strong that it almost blew me away

huuuu.. we got lost few times during our journey to here, thus making this journey very tiring..i tried to help my brother reading the map, clever me, hehe..but actually, i am not helping my bro at all.haha..in fact we got lost until a point we tried to go to one of this scary looking motel to ask for directions but the motel was closed. yehh..

lucky that we rent the car together with gps.. i am not the driver and i fell asleep half of the journey. poor my bro had to drive all the way from melbourne to here (it takes almost 3-4hours just to go there). i keep nagging, complaining at him not to speed, until he got mad at me :D

ok i will post other pictures soon

hellooooo

2009-11-29T18:07:00.000+11:00

hehe. baru je nak start blogging. hm.. i will blog about my life in aussie, and maybe my life experience. well, kene la minta tunjuk ajar sifu mcm cik ctkusut dulu..

ok ok. i hope this new passion will last, jgn hangat2 tahik ayam sudah la