busy melampau

hehe. i want to discuss something kat cni. tapi dont have time to do it now. hehe..

btw. i have submitted my literature review. omg.rasa ringan beban. :') i love this feeling. patotnye makcik da kene submit dari dulu lagi.

to ika, sedih nye tak menang contest awk. kecewa makcik ditumpaskan.

hahahahhahaa...

hidup ini memang banyak dugaan eh?

sometimes, i do wonder if all these troubles that i am facing right now will eventually worth it or not in the end. people say, everyone will be challenged mentally and physically in his/her life. this is not to make you weaker, but to make you more mature and also stronger

being far from home, being away from my love-ones, fall sick macam2 penyakit while my parents are not here *sob sob (major depression), exams, workloads, study most of time, friends, my youth that i am sacrificing (8 years just to get a bachelor!(6years degree+2years a-level).

of course, i always reflect back to my first intention in choosing this path. niat itu penting. and then i will start to feel better.


i am not perfect, that makes me who i am..

therefore..i always wonder if this really what i want in my life.

fine needle aspiration cervical lymph node

check out this video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CN5yFGaMDCs&feature=related




i did this two days ago. scary gila kan? not at the thyroid but at my cervical lymph nodes.
phewwww...masa tau kene buat, terduduk kejap. takut seh, tapi alhamdulillah ler. everything went well.

i only feel sting sensation time bius tu jer.

the results will come out soon.

arghhh.. tensionnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn byk kijoooooooooooo

when everything goes wrong.

haih.. when tonight i want to do my work, stay up till late night, suddenly the internet cannot be connected.. time ni la dia nak problem gak. weird isn't it. everything usually goes wrong when you have something urgent to do. like want to rush to the office on one fine day, but then, the tram delayed or all the trafic lights turn red in every stops.

p/s: luckily i have back up prepaid broadband =_=' if not i'll be screaming my whole lung out.

date line date line.

I have so many works to do. Like a lot. These days have been so stressful, when I need to catch up my date line, submit my draft, do my data analysis. Maybe tonight I will stay at the office to complete my work. I found it very hard to concentrate doing work in my house, maybe because I usually do my work on the bed. And then fall asleep on it. Although I set my alarm clock almost every night nowadays, unfortunately I keep failing to wake up. Huhu, wish me luck..

I am starting to like actress lisa surihani. I think she’s nice. She has a degree in law, from one uni in UK if I am not mistaken. And we were born in the same year too! Cool, she looks very young and fresh. No wonder my guy’s friends like her very much. In terms of her acting skill, I don’t dare to comment on that as she is quite new in this industry.

This Saturday, my friend from a-level college will come to my house and stay with me. great, she is exactly what I need now. I am very close to her, and basically I always feel comfortable sharing my problem with her, since our college year lagi. However, most of my friends time a level are scattered all over the world. Sedih. At first, most of the girls applied for australia

but we ended up going to different places because some didn’t meet the uni requirement, plus it was very tough competition during that time to get a place in uni over here. I miss them, I feel that a-level years are still the best years of my life. Sob sob.

ost samarinda - asmaradana

new slot at samarinda tv3 - asmaradana. best gila cite ni. plus i really like shahzeiy sam dari dulu lagi..

one of song from asmaradana samarinda ni keyla - yang terluka . i dunno the full lyric. tapi best gila lagu ni!!



Keyla - yang terluka

Cuba lihatlah disampingmu
Beribu tangan terangkat
Cuba lihatkanlah di kamar hati mu
Beri ia harapan

Walau sedikit yang kau beri
Mungkin bererti untuknya
Bergelut dijalanan tuk menyambung hidup
Menyambung hidup

Dan lihatlah mereka terluka meski tanpa tersenyum
Dan lihatla mereka menangis meski penuh tawa

>> you can download the song from here http://www.4shared.com/file/156579412/87577595/11_Keyla_-_Yang_Terluka.html

prisoner ward

ada kat opis ni. terpaksa datang, tak nak melagho duk umah. euw takut gila seh.
da la my workstation dulu prisoner ward.
muahahaha..bayang kan a betapa takut nye.