huhu nak wat ne...
tapi gayat,camne tu

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ccYMjoEcWPM&feature=related

pics..pics...part2

picssss...picss...

victoria market. pasar kat aussie lain sangat dari msia.. pasar dia kering, xbasah :P

Queen Victoria Market..huhu ne la market nye. tempat beli souvenier gak

performance in front of victoria market..

hikhik..pilih2

atm bank2 di aussie :D

stop watch at melbourne central

State Library.. masa winter aritu, duk main ps2, xbox, wii sport kat sini..best best

colours ..accomodation :D yang mahal

lincoln park? i forgot the name.

pics..pics...

om tengok pic around melbourne. got this from my fren.. hehe.. b4 that nak bgtau, kitaorang tak de photography skill apa2 k..

enjoy.. :D

train station

melbourne central from outside.(macam kl central gak la). + trams ..atas jalan raya tu

university square during winter .. pokok hibernate :P

elizabeth street.. melbourne, a place to shop till you drop :D

crown casino..tempat suicide untuk orang yang kalah judi ..hehe

parliament station..

hikhik.notice the giraffe?

Parliament Victoria


tak ingat kat mana :D MCC?

cycling around melbourne. healthy habit tho.

a park just in front of uni

cute tram..bumblebee...


bee :P

inside tram.. nice...

which path do you want to choose :D

ok..nati upload lagi

3D memang superb

Hello all..sihat tak??

Hehe..lama nye tak update.agak kebusyan disitu..kejar dateline thesis

Anyway pasal lump tu, I got infection, resulted in my cervical lymph node inflamed.

Not sure what infection. Tapi dari atas kepala, can be from scalp, hair, face, neck, ear. I suspect my ear la. Hehe..because the other day I got pimple inside my ear that bleed. Must be that one..

Hehe, on the other hand, I watched avatar last Monday!! Best gila.. first time tengok 3d. best best.. memang best tengok 3d. rasa dia tak sama macam biasa.

Cita tu so-so la.. can predict the ending from beginning. But I got excited because there are lots of effects being used in this movie. Yeah. From director of titanic movie. So tau2 je la effect dalam movie titanic time kapal pecah tu, but in this movie, pokok besar yang tumbang.

Ohhh..now I am very tempted to watch alice in the wonderland in 3d too.

Hepi hepi hepi J

Hope u guys are happy too..

Am i going to die??

My comment box starting to get spam.. I am thinking of using comments moderation or word verification. Hm..cant decide which one.. hehe.. kecoh je.not that I have lots of comments, so why worry. *sadis mode on* ..hehehe..who ever read my blog (p/s: ada ke orang baca?), leave me a comment ya? We can say hello, hello to each other :D *wave hands

Ok ok, now nak cerita tentang kisah minggu ini..

I have neck pain for almost three weeks. At first I ignore the pain because I thought I strained my neck sebab tido buas ke apa. Da besar pun tido buas, haha

But the pain has been there for three weeks ++, it bothers me a lot, you know why?? cause it feels a little bit painful to eat (terseksa, penting tu nak mkn, hehe)and even to swallow my saliva. When I sleep, I have to lie on the side with no pain.

So I went to consult the doctor 3 days ago and the doctor said there is a lump at my neck. just above my collar bone ( ala..tulang kat collar baju, tulang yang paling timbul utk org kurus2 sahaja, tulang rusuk number 1 ..terpaksa explain kot2 korang tatau ke :P

my brother cakap halkum. hahaha... ngek skit dia tu

.. When I heard the news, I was like, huh biar betul doctor ne.. plus he looks very young.. haha. Cant believe I am judging him based on the looks.. pasni abis la patient2 judge me cause I look young plak.

I am unable to detect the lump maybe because it is not that big. He palpated my neck just for few minutes and said there is a lump.

This increases my suspicion with the doctor’s ability. He requested for me to do ultrasound and blood test. I did the blood test on the same day. Unlucky me, the person that draw my blood out is not that competent.

Blood spurt all over my jeans, towel and chair. what a bad day isn’t?

Even until now I have bruises at my arm.

ULTRASOUND

2 days ago I went to radiology clinic to do my ultrasound. Mind you, radiologist is a specialist doctor. While he scanned my neck, he chatted with me about my studies and etc. and I guided him to the sites that are painful.

Roughly 20 minutes after that, he said he’s done. I was like..huh..wtf.. why don’t he explained to me at all? korang penah dapat doctor macam ne? yang cek2 kita then cakap bole balik sekarang tanpa explain apa2? I have done ultrasound before, and my gynaecologist explained to me AT LEAST about the structure (anatomy) or whatever she scanned during that time.

I asked him what’s the result of the ultrasound, and he said there is a lump at my neck. He asked me to lie down again and showed me the lump. It is well circumscribed and consists of solid and water?

Shit la, now I am worried like hell. To wait 3 days for my ultrasound report to comes out feels like forever. suddenly, the earth start to move slowly.

Hoh.. so, tomorrow is the day, to discuss my blood test + ultrasound report. Hope everything turns out just fine.

p/s: I feel like I want to do another ultrasound or see another doctor that can explain to me better.

i have confession to make..
i am confuse right now..

how do u guys know whether your partner will be the right one?
based on what criteria do you guys consider?

:(((((

shopping..shopping...who does not?

there are sales everywhere now.. continuation of boxing day maybe. ie year end sales, just like in malaysia. hehe..
so the other day i told you guys that i only bought few things isn't ..

last week i opted to shop more ..at smiggle..hehe...

smiggle sells cute stationary, suits me as a student..

konon2 rajin study la pasni??? haha..non adooo...

mouse pad...a cute one.. not so cute in this pic.. owh baru sedar, siap ada pinky2 on the right ;p hehe
2 dollars jer

box to put all my stationaries.. 5 dollars kot

and finally i bought a purse! not at smiggle of course

new purse..owh i dont know whether this is out-dated or not in terms of the design..

tunggu i keje k..designer brand please wait for me,hehehe

i asked the promoter whether this one looks nice or not, and of course she said the purse in trend now, nice, elegant, bla3.. i dunno what the purpose i asked that question anyway. T_____T maybe i have been cheated by the promoter.hehe...

i just bought this one because it is cheap for a temporary purse and i am thinking of repairing my former purse.

more stuffs coming up..

p/s: i bought crap stuff, haha, just realised this fact when i publish this entry

banyak nya jerawatttt

today i want to rant about another matter.

i used to take care of my face. everyday i will wash my face twice, use toner, scrub once a week, wear mask and etc. follow all the daily regime..

now i am getting lazy.not just i tend to skip the toner, moisturiser, scrub now, but also i only wash my face once a day..bagus kan??

now i am awarded with multiple pimples on my forehead..

good. hehhehehe..

this is bad..really bad..im getting lazier and lazier.
the prob is i feel guilty using duit rakyat sebab sy dah diberi amanah to use the money well..

ok.. stop feeling guilty and do something!~

Hotness

panasssssssss
panassssssss (gaya melodi, hahaha)

huaaaaaa..today max temperature 43..currently really2 hot outside. although i have been home for the whole day because i am not well, but i can feel the heat from inside already.

my house does not have any air condition, neither in the room nor the living hall
and no fans too. wtf...
now i am relying on heater fan as a fan.

tido pun terjaga peluh2. yesterday, when i cooked pun rasa panas gila.
ei tatau la masa akhirat nati, camne la agaknya.

i miss winter...so badly..
i miss snow :'(
i want rain. i want snow..hehe.... i want aircon..

ok papai. hope u all have a nice day today, not a shitty one like mine

p/s: eh, hari yang panas memang bole membuatkan uols jadi hati panas tak..
hehehe i think i am.. semakin tinggi suhu disekeliling, semakin panas hati dan darah sendiri..
new hypothesis for me.kene wat research ne.

i am craving for a&w float...but i have to follow the 99 days i just made last week.
ice coke pun tak pa..hehe..dapat cicah dengan cekodok..
mana nak dpt cekodok plak????

if i fail the 99 days i will tell u alls. or senyap2 je?? haha

sweetnya diaa

Sweetnye..hehe.romantik gila


uolss ingat ne apa? tadi i ingat ne ayam.bila adik kata kambing baru sedarrr tanduk kat atas.....a'ah laaa, ni kambing....hahahaha

man..why is this so hard

hehe since ika is currently on 99 days without rice program...i am thinking of something else...
this is just to meet one of my resolution i.e to become more fit

so i come up with 99 days without:

1. bicarbonate drink
2. french fries
3. chips
4. ice cream
5. sugary drinks
6. fast food

wish me luck T__T

Push push..push as hard as you can

ok today i want to talk about something.
hehe...

As u all know (eh ye ke ne??) I take trams or trains everyday to go to work.
Of course la in trams, I kind of like to observe people in every ways.. for example, dressing, attitude, face, makeup, handbags, shoes, etc...

I noticed few differences between here and malaysia. I am not saying malaysia tak bagus ke apa..i love malaysia, my own country, the place where I was born.

But, when I went back in malaysia last September, I was shocked when someone pushed me real hard while I was trying to go out the lrt while she was coming in. i thought usually we will let people to come out first before we come in..
I remembered that I was having difficulty going out the lrt, and also one more thing, i also realised that there are people cutting the queue from the side...

owh that really pissed me off.



But somehow later, when I observed the lrt system in malaysia, then I understand the reason behind all of this.
Trams in australia tend to stop longer giving people more time to queue and board contradicting in malaysia. lrt tends to stop only for a couple of seconds?? (if i am not mistaken :P) and then sets off.

i wonder what will happen if they push pregnant women? dangerous isn't it?

So that is why people in Malaysia don’t bother to wait for current passengers to come out first before them coming in. anyway, the frequency for lrt is higher than here definitely. That is why the tram driver here let all passengers to come in first because the next tram will only come 10-15 minutes depending where their destinations are.

I have encountered multiple times the locals apologizing to me when they accidentally coming in the trams first before letting me going out. So nice right?
Even here, they will quickly give their seat to old, pregnant ladies, kids, disabled people. I know Malaysian also do that now (after iklan yang cetuskan kontroversi tu ramai da terbeliak mata :P) tapi to certain people perhaps? Not to the kids at least. That is what I saw last September. One old man with tongkat but no one wants to let go of her seat to him. I really pity him, ye la considering the fact that to go inside the lrt pun da kene tolak2. masuk2 je terus kene sempit2…hehehe

tolak tolak selagi bole..:P

However, nothing is perfect kan? I am really grateful in Malaysia; at least I don’t have to smell the alcohol breaths of public transport commuters. Not to forget I don’t have to encounter drunken people boarding on the trams especially on friday night. :D

*all pics google

azam 2010..never too late to list yours

my resolutions for this year...hehe..baru nak buat kan.. but its ok.never too late to do yours too..

1. i want to finish my literature review (thesis) by this month. i way behind the dateline
2. buy myself external hard drive
3. survey cheap ticket to US
4. save more on my monthly allowance. at least 100 per month
5. find new house.. i'm going to be homeless by next month :(
6. reflect what i do every day before sleep
7. become more fit
8. grab as many knowledge as i can from great people at my research place
9. blogging more?


maybe that's all so far
... i can always add more later kan?

2010

2009 finally ended.
What I did in 2009?

February – move out to new house and enrolled into semester 5.



May- sat for final exam but did terribly. The exam was in winter and I was shaking throughout the exam as the weather was very2 cold and there was no heater in the exam hall. i thought that I am going to fail the exam and don’t dare to go back to Malaysia because I want to wait for my result. Turn out, the result was ok and I did not fail. Yeay!

June- my brother came and we had great holiday together. Bought new camera and shoe. Got really homesick later.

mount buller...

learned how to ski for the first time

July – enrolled into semester 6 and start my research year

September- went back to Malaysia and have a splendid time eating and going out with myfriends and family.

October – did my first assessment for semester 6. First public speaking ever in front of all the doctors.

November and December – suffered from summer weather and no holiday

So far I think that I did not achieve anything significant in 2009. But doing research this year and next year too has given me the opportunity to learn a lot about working environment, and also to be more responsible and mature in life. One best thing that I got is the chance to improve my speaking.

2010…..im fourth year now! Wowowowow.. another three more years to go…..